Fately Together

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I was so lost in thought that i didn't notice when empty classroom filled with students when professor come to the room until jungkook poked me with his elbows only then i saw professor calling my name when i saw the professor i got another shock HE was my professor we were in his class i feels like dying but answered the call i don't know if jungkook saw through me coz he give me a comforting friendly hug and give me back rub that clam my nerves i don't know i was having anxiety attack until he gave me my pills with warm water i got to know i was being reckless more than i should've i foreced myself to clam down and focus on class but again my thoughts flew away back in past Seven years...... seven years have passed since then but his voice is still so deep if not more that handsome face of his have become more attractive kind of mature masculine charm with that feathery double eyelashes that take you deep into his ocean like eyes that keeps you drowning until you feel suffocated but still don't want to find the shore those dark brown orbs have kind of possession that make you feel like being stear like a predator stear it's prey i was deep into my imagination when bell ranged and indicated that it was the end of class oh no it's the end of the class and i don't even know my sedule for day what to do i forgot to take it with me after watching him i forget everything just run from there for my life but what now his class is over i can't possibly just stick to kookie we won't have same class only our minor subjects were in common frist one is already ended what to do now thoughts were running through my mind when he put something on my hand i come out of my own land and saw it was actually my sedule oh..... kookie my best wingman what can i even do without him i give him a tight hug and he just hug me back while rubbing my back soothingly i checked my sedule my next class was my favourite my honour subject photography except eating and sleeping if i have passion for something it photography only i love it with my lungs and kidneys i huged kookie promise him to meet at cafeteria after classes finished and run from there for finding my next classroom and about meeting him i don't know what to think not like i was someone important in his life that he'll remember me i don't think so he could've ever even know about my existence among his admirers so i will just keep it that way just like a hidden crush and move on *sigh* i know that's not possible but atleast i'll try try my best so he won't feel nauseous and disgust to me i can't see hate for me in his eyes it hurts enough when he don't recognise or look at me with his "i don't care" attitude in his eyes like i am mare individual a stranger for him and nothing i know one sided love always hurt but what else can i do my heart won't stop loving him and my courage won't let me confess it's like i know he gonna reject me so don't even want to know answer and get more hurt then already i am