recklessness

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I wanted to go back to school, i know my mom won't give me the money i had to steal the money my mom and sister save up.
Students were surprised to see my baby bump,i became a laughing stock to the bad girls I never associated with  in school,my name was the talk of the school,i was so depressed and angry i wanted to take my life.
I decided to meet Lisa after school and confide in her,i pour out my heart to her and she gave me alcohol and drugs and said it will take my pain away.It work and i like it that is how i became addicted to drugs and alcohol.
In less than two weeks i spent the money i stole on drink and drugs, when i could not get money i went back home.i stole my sister money my mom money all went to drugs.
My mom complained of my behaviour saying you are pregnant for God sake, i couldn't turn a new leaf all i ever did was go to her store collect her daily sales and use it to drink and do drugs.
When it was time for me to give birth my mom was so worried that i won't deliver safely because of my addiction.
But God so faithful i deliver safely,my mom was so happy after i was discharged from the hospital i went back to my drugs and never had any thing to do with my child,my mom was the one taking care of my child, my mom was complaining bitterly for me to tender to my child i refused,i saw my child as bad luck.
My sister Charlotte wrote her waec examination and she passed and she wanted to register for the scholarship examination, she encourage me to open a small fashion shop with the idea i had from the fashion school but i refused saying i want to open a big fashion School.
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