The ugly of the world

13

TW- homophobia, slurs,child abuse,john winchester and shity parenting skills

Dean Winchester was 13 when his dad found him with a boy. They were in his room in a motel one night, they had been kissing. Dean thought it was wonderful, he had kissed girls before but he was different not better or worse but just different.

That night Dean Winchester decided that he liked kissing boys. That was before John came back from a hunt or a bar earlier than expected. That was before he saw them together.

"What the fuck do you think your doing," John shouted turning on the boy,"Get out before I drag you out queer."

He whispered a quick, "I'm sorry Dean," and ran out of the motel room.

"Dad I-" Dean started.

"Shut your mouth, faggot."

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Sam found Dean the next morning, beaten black and blue. He was huddled in the bathroom frozen in place.

"Dean are you ok?" He asked softly.

"Yea Sammy, I'm fine. Just give me a minute," His voice gruff as if he'd been shouting.

"Ok De, if you're sure."

Dean just smiled sadly. He swore to himself that he would never do something like this again for Sam's sake.