"Beyond the Spectrum" VKOOK

6.

Jungkook POV:

As the weeks continued, Taehyung and I got closer. His friends became my friends and I was starting to open up a little bit. My sister and brother were able to travel for a little bit since I had someone with me. Taehyung was always with me, at home, school and even at his house.

He was always hugging me or holding my hand so much that I don't notice it anymore... with him anyways. I still hate physical contact but Taehyung is the exception. He sleeps with me and lets me have his hoodies. He takes my socks in return but I don't mind. He stays over so much that we has his toiletries in our bathroom and cologne and underwear in my room.

He still has time for his grandma, I admire their relationship. I wish I had that with mine but it'll never happen. At least his grandma treats me the same as Tae. She bakes for me and invites me for movie nights. Just the other day we had one together.

Right now, I'm laying in bed with Taehyung while he kisses my cheeks. He's always kissing me, from my cheeks to my hair to my forehead. If not that, he likes to play with my ears and chin. He's very cuddly.

"How'd you do in class today?", he mumbles while kissing my ear. I was playing with his curly hair while laying under him.

"Good, hobi had us do a paper over foreign immigration and I got an A, though Jimin did better then me," I pouted at him. He smiles at me while I whine and pout.

"Don't pout Squish, I'm sure you worked very hard and deserved that A. Don't let Jimin get you down, he's always one upping someone," he rolled his eyes before looking at me again.

"Like when he kisses you after you insult him over something?", I giggle at him.
He just chuckled and then hugged my chest.

"He does that to make fun of me," he murmured.

"Make fun of you? Why?", I asked while rubbing his head.

"Because I don't ever have the courage to do it," he whispered.

"What are you talking about Taehyung?" I asked while furrowing my eyebrows.

"Haven't you ever wanted something so bad but you don't want to ruin what you have?"

"Yeah, I know what you mean, my mom."

He rubbed my cheek when I started to get sad. "It's okay Kook", he whispered to me. "This thing that I want... is so worth loosing just for the chance to have it."

"That doesn't make sense, how could you loose what you never had?"

He chuckled at me even though what I said wasn't funny, I was being serious. "How do I tell this to you?", he mumbled.

"Tell me what? Why are you scared to tell me? I'm not gonna judge you Tae."

"I know you wouldn't Kook but try to imagine if we weren't friends anymore."

"I don't want too, that's sad. You'll always be my best friend."

"Yes," he chuckled before continuing, "but, what's one thing that could ruin our friendship? One thing that I could want with you Kook." He looked me in the eyes while he said this.