CARLOS'S POV
İ wake up early in the morning, the sun was newly raising. Kumsal wasn't in the bed, i looked around in her hotel room and heard some noises coming from the bathroom. i got up fastly and go to the bathroom. "Good morning Carlos." she said while i got into the bathroom. She was doing her make up. "Good morning , what was that noise?" i asked. "Oh just i accidentally dropped my brush." İ smiled at her "Ok, be careful. Are you feeling good, any headache?" She shaked her head. "So i'm heading to my own room, see you on track." i said and leave. İ leaved that place because it was getting weird. İt's still weird because we cuddled to sleep last night and now we cant even talk properly.
İ was in the garage and drinking my coffee and i see kumsal with Daniel. They were joking with each other and when she turned here Danny kissed her cheek and left. She came forward to me. "So sorry for the awkwardness this morning. And thanks, for last night." i smiled at her, making sure that she feels comfy "No don't apologize and i thank you too,for last night. Now come on we have to talk with Frederic before the race." She smiled at me and we walked into the garage.
KUMSAL'S POV
The race started and i was doing my 54th lap and started to feel that my thighs getting covered in something warm. "Sıla tell me the date of today." i said in the radio. "İt's 22, october. Why do you ask?" i sighed in anger. "Fuck!! My period just started. İ can feel it." she nodded. "copy, we'll prepare clean clothes and pads for you."
After the race i was P3. İ got up and get rid of my helmet and look behind me, the suite was indeed red but you can still see the stains tru it. "Fuck it!" i shouted and went to Sıla immediately and get my clothes from her. After freshen up in 3 mins i went back to the cool down room. Max was P1 and Hamilton was P2, "You ok?" lewis asked to me "You looked angry and uncomfortable." max said. "Yeah i'm ok, Just my period started while i was doing my ıhh 54th lap, i guess." They nod at me.
After the podium we were doing the interviews and i wasn't feeling well but i hold myself together all the time. After the interviews we were in the post race conference. İ couldn't hold myself and run to the toilet.
CARLOS'S POV
We were in the press conference, i was in P4 and i was driver of the day. When max was talking about circumstances in the race Kumsal got up and ran to the toilet. "She don't feel so good today." i said while getting up and going to the toilets. When i opened the WC door i said "Kumsal are you ok? İt's just me,dont worry." to calm her down. Then i heard some noises and go to that place. And i see her, the door was open, she was on her knees, leaning over the toilet and holding her long curly hair up. She was vomiting. İ walked towards to her and knelt down next to her. i started to hold her hair and rub her back. "İ'm here ok? You are ok." She cried for a minute and then she got up. "İ'm so sorry Carlos, this is disgusting." She said and started to wash her hands. "Don't apologize, let's go, they are waiting for us." i said as i put my arm around her. she nodded with her watery eyes. We walked in together. "Sorry for interrupting guys." she said while sitting on her chair. "You ok?" someone asked while she was drinking water. she smiled to the crowd "yes, its just my hormones. Thanks for asking tho." She said.
After the race everyone went to the part including me. But Kumsal wasn't there. İ hanged around in the party for 2 hours but my mind was full with her. İ couldn't help it and decided to go to her hotel room. When i was there i realized that her door was opened and i slowly entered in. Love me by Lil wayne was playing from her JBL, she was drinking beer in her bed and ollie(bearman),kimi(antonelli)and bianca(bustamante) was there. she was laying on kimi's arm and she wore a little short and a big tee. Ollie and bianca was talking together, Kimi was playing with her shirts edge. She was just drinking and vibing to the song. İ felt a big hint of jealousy. My heart start beating up like mine,mine,mine.
"What is going on here?" i asked with a sharp voice. Kumsal stand up "Carlos what are you doing here?" she asked. She was still sober. "Am i not allowed to spend some time with my friends?" She sounded angry. Bianca looked at her and asked something with her eyes, after that Bianca said "We have to go anyways, see you later girl." and they left. "What the fuck was that?" she asked to me. "Kumsal, i'm serious what was that? İ know that you like to spend some time with your friends but Kimi looked at you like he wants you. Can't you get it?" She turned to me, "What, what am i not getting?" İ looked at her. "now you cant just disappear, i know its har but we cant." i sited next to her in the bed. "İ'm a bit tense in these days. İ don't know why. Sorry..." she said in soft voice. i got up and locked the door. "Dont be sorry." she got up and approached to me, the song changed as the other song ended. Girls Need Love by Summer Walker was playing.
"You were jealous." she said while she is standing in front of me. "İ was not-", "You were.And i can get used to that." her voice was getting flirtatious by seconds. She stood on her tiptoes and whispered to my ear "İ love a jealous man" At that moment i lost the control, i hold her waist and pull her to myself. İ leaned to her and whispered "if you are not ready to be mine then kick me out, because once you are mine there is no turning back.." i said to her with my deep voice. She just looked at me with her doe,brown eyes and kissed me...
Honestly, I'm tryna stay focused
You must think I've got to be joking when I say
I don't think I can wait
I just need it now
Better swing my way
I just need some dick
I just need some love
Tired of fucking with these lame niggas
Baby, I just need a thug
Won't you be my plug, ayy
You could be the one, ayy
We could start with a handshake
Baby, I'ma need more than a hug
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The Girl On The Track
FanfictionKumsal Yağmur, she is Ferrari's reserve driver and Ferrari's first female F1 pilot will race in Qatar, replacing Carlos Sainz, who fell ill.