magical diaries

Dear diary,
it's been one week since Chris went missing him and the other 8 teens who went missing haven't been found, I don't know what's happening and why we have to go though this and yes Chris is my ex but, he was my first love and I'll probably always love him, me and Chris had a magical connection I don't have with anyone else, he gets me, he can understand how my brain works but the problem always was that we were toxic but, I didn't think it was possible to actually love someone at this age but here we are.
I miss him so much, I wish I could tell him how much I love him I wish I had done it when I could but I didn't and now what? I'll probably never see him again, everyone thinks the missing kids are dead and honestly, so do I, I mean there's no other explanation for what's happening.
It hurts me so much I will probably never get to tell him the truth and the fact that I'll never have an another chance with him.
something's happening something's wrong, it's creeping me out all these teens went missing, 9 teens and all all of them disappeared the same week same hour. 3:30am. I don't know what's going on but I will find out the truth, not only just for Chris but also because I can about these teens, I know them since 1st grade I may not be friends with them but I still care about them. Omg wait, the teens who went missing are all 15 years old and every single one of them is in my class, maybe I'm next.