Y/n Taylor Swift Oneshots || GxG

The day the music died

Massive trigger warning for lots of heavy grief and loss

Paragraphs switch between current time and flashbacks

Y/n pov:

I know it's been 6 months, but every day is so hard. I haven't gone to work since the day it happened. Your goofy smile is engraved in my mind, how you
told me not to worry and you'll pull through. You promised we'd be out of there soon and we would go home to cuddle. Before I knew it the monitors were going
crazy and every scrap of you was taken from me. Today was supposed to be Our 13th anniversary. Your mom called me asking if i had plans for today, though something was different. There was a tinge of hope in her voice. "I do actually. I'm going to go see her for a while." I smile softly at the thought of how we used
to walk around the lake everyday, always flushed when we return.

"Babe hurry up let's go!" Taylor called out for me. "I'm coming just give me a sec!" I quickly slip the velvet box in my pocket and took a deep breath.

'll never forget the sinking feeling in my heart as I watched your surgeon walk into the waiting room with a solemn look on her face. "I'm so sorry ma'am
but the internal damage was too extensive to her. We did everything we possibly could to save her but there was nothing more we could do. I'm so sorry for your loss." My heart sank as I watched everything slow down. Minutes felt like days. I don't know how long I sat in that waiting room, tears streaming down my face "Excuse me, are you Ms. Swift's girlfriend?" I hear a voice say. "Fiancé." I reply coldly, not even bothering to look up at the person. "Oh...I just wanted to
apologize for being distracted and hitting her car. Is she alright?" I slowly look up at the man who just took everything from me. "YOU'RE SORRY?! DO YOU EVEN CARE THAT YOU HIT HER? SHES NOT OKAY YOU CAUSED SUCH INTERNAL DAMAGE SHE DIED ALL ALONE ON AN OPERATING TABLE!" I lose all self control as everything hits me

"Taylor?" She turns her attention away from the setting sun over the lake to look at me. "Yes my love?" I slowly sink to one knee in the soft grass and pullthe
velvet box out of my pocket. "Taylor Allison Swift, knew from the moment I first met you 12 years ago that you were the one. From our walks around the lake, to late nights spent on the beach staring out at the midnight sea. I fall in love with you more and more everyday, wether were curled up in bed whispering sweet
nothings to each other, or listening to you sing your songs and play your guitar. Will you please make me the happiest woman alive and marry me?" With tears streaming down her face and her hands clasped over her mouth she eagerly nods yes. I slide the ring on her finger and stand up to share a loving kiss with
her.

I get out of my car and slowly start walking towards were you lay. The memories start flooding in from the funeral. It was your favorite weather, cloudy and gloomy, but not raining. I remember watching as they lower you into the ground. Your mother stood on my left and your father stood on my right. Neither of my parents wanted to come, I never expected them to anyways. They never accepted us. "I'm sorry for not visiting often." I slowly start to speak out, feeling ridiculous talking when I know there's never going to be an answer with your sweet voice ever again. "I miss you more than words can describe. I still wear your hoodies. I cuddle up with your teddy every-night, he still smells like you. The cats miss you constantly aimlessly wandering around and meowing." At this point tears are ricocheting out of my eyes and onto the ground. "I wish I never let you go out for that wine."

"I'll be quick I promise, I just want to celebrate with my favorite girl and our favorite wine." She looks at me with that look that always makes me cave. "Fine but please be careful love." I give you a worried glance not being able to shake nerves that something's going to happen. "I love you." You say before pulling me in for a kiss and walking out the door. I can still remember hearing my phone ring, running to it expecting you to be calling saying you're on your way home. "Is this y/n I/n?" "Yes, who's this?" "This is Dr.Cassidy Montgomery from Westerly Hospital. We have Ms. Swift here, she kept requesting we call you l'm afraid there has been an accident." As soon as those words left her mouth i felt the moment stop. "Ma'am are you still there?" "Um yes. I'll be there in 10 minutes."

We were supposed to get married today. 13 years after we started dating Your lucky number. I'm forever haunted by the memories of you, us together.
Laughing on the couch, walking along the beach or along the lakeside. Baking cookies in the kitchen, even breakfast in bed. There's not a day that I don't think
about you and how different things could have been if only I'd been more insistent you stayed. I promise to love you forever and always, however i know one of these days, I'm going to have to move on.

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Word count: 919

I'm really proud of this one also I'm very sorry and I didn't proof read this either😭🙏