I always knew that my relationship was toxic, but I just couldn't leave. He needed me and I needed him. It was a cute start to our relationship, though. I was working at a cafe he'd come to often, and one day he asked me out. I happily agreed, since he seemed like a nice guy.... That very well may have been one of the worst decisions of my life...
"Hey Dazai, do you wanna go to the movies later this week?" I asked with a smile. "Can't I'm busy.", he replied coldly.
My smile faltered a bit but it was still there. "oh... it's okay, I understand." he just nodded in response, before walking out of the apartment.
This was a weekly thing. Every time I asked if he wanted to go on a date he'd reply with, "no." ,"I'm busy." , "later.". It was kind of annoying, to be honest.
I sighed before walking towards the couch and sitting down. "Maybe I should take a walk.." I said to myself trying to think of positive things to do to keep me from feeling sad.
Whenever I go out, I always see happy couples laughing and smiling, just having fun in general. The complete opposite of Dazai and I's relationship.
I walked to a park where I sat down on a bench. It was a beautiful day out, the sun was shining brightly, it was warm, and people seemed to generally be in a good mood.
After a while, it started to get dark so I began to walk home. As I was walking, my thoughts consumed me.
"I'm happy.... right..?"
A/N: heyyy~ I know this was a really short chapter, but I really couldn't think of anything to write 😔😭 anywaysss I hope you enjoyed and I'll try to make the next chapters longer. also this is gonna be a short story <3
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~Decide~ // Dazai x reader//
Romance-he took a step closer to the edge, "well? decide already!" "I can't.." this story is obv full of angst. it was a toxic relationship and y/n was done with it..
