Divorcing My Heartless Husband ( On-going )

PROLOGUE

PROLOGUE

"Pagod na'ko Sky. Gusto ko nang sumoko nong una palang! Everyday you make me feel like i'm not important nor i'm your wife!i expected you will learn to love me like I do!but you showed me how heartless you are! you never look at me like how you look other women's! you make me feel naive in everyone's eyes!i tried everything just you could see my worth but, No!! binaliwala mo lahat ng effort ko! I even thought you change when something happens between us but instead you made me feel disgusting!i feel use...."I couldn't wipe my tears while i'm saying this to him."Now i surrender... i'm tired of fighting. Binigay ko lahat but still it's didn't change anything. In 5 years of loving you I'm now signing off. Siguro tama na yung binigay ko lahat-lahat, dahil kung tutuosin sinubokan ko namang ilaban ehh...nilaban ko kaso na ubos ako, now sarili ko muna uunahin ko."I finally said then wipe my tears and give him a little smile then took the piece of paper put it on his desk.

"What is the meaning of this?"He asked staring at the divorce paper his holding, i don't know if i was just assuming that his voice is shaking like nervous.

I smile betterly."Let's divorce."I said looking at his reaction which full of shock."Please sign the contract Sky. Don't worry after this i will not be burden to you. Nor i'm not after your wealth and property."I added.

I was hurt i admit it but this is for the sake of me. I will go insane if i continue forcing myself to fit into his life.

When i saw him took a pen i knew after he finally sign that paper i'm no longer part of his life and i will cut off my rights to him. But that's fine, at least i will finally respect myself for being such a desperate women chasing his husband and begging for his affection.

I furrowed when i notice he hasn't moved. I glanced on the paper and see that he still hasn't signed it.

"Sky..?"Tawag ko rito dahil naka tulala kasi ito habang maiging naka titig sa papel na hawak niya."Wag kang mag-aalala hindi scam yan. And I'll make sure na approved yan ni attorney. And if you're worried about your parents then don't. Because I'll tell them it's my decision and i won't blame you for our wasted marriage."I assured him but he just stared at me without saying anything.

Hindi ko namalayan ang oras na naka tayo ako sa harap niya dahil sa tagal niya itong pinermahan. But gladly he finally sign the contract which made me feel better.

"Thank you for 5 years of marriage."I said then turn my back on him.

I sigh relief. This will be the best decision i make after being idiot.

Nang palabas na'ko doon bumohos lahat ng alala ko noong kinasal kami.

Nandito ako ngayon sa harap ng artar habang naka tingin sa pastor na siyang nag kakasal sa'amin.

Standing beside the man that soon to be my husband. I'm not sure what will happen to me after this marriage.

When i was just a little kid i'm dreaming about getting married to someone i truly love and cherish. I even made a plan for it written down on my dairy.

Imaging about beautiful Venues and what wedding gown I should wearing.

But those dreams crash when my parents decided to marry me to the son of their friend. His six years older than me, when i was fifth teen they introduce him to me. I don't like him but then he suddenly became my crush. His 21 second year college while i'm grade 8, the ages agap wasn't important to my parents and him.

When i was 18 they change their minds and decided to get us married. Kaka diseotso ko palang non pero ikinasal agad ako.

Senior high school ako non at hindi ko feel ikasal agad rito kahit crush na crush ko siya dahil gusto ko pang e injoy yung buhay ko.

Habang iniisip ko yung mga katangahan ko noon naaawa talaga ako sa aking sarili. Hindi naman ako aso pero panay sunod ko rito. And i'm so immature back then, lahat nalang big deal sa'kin.

What a foolish of me, ngunit sa bawat araw na lumilipas na pinapatunayan ko sarili ko sakaniya ay binabaliwala naman nito. I even learn how to cook for him, I thought doing all those things are great because they said wife should server there husband but now i think i'm being slave by him.

Naging color blind pa ako dahil sa kaniya and ignore all the red flag because i love him so much. Give myself to him cuz i'm his wife. Offered him all my best but still wasn't given property credit. He didn't give values all i did for him.

"I shouldn't be thinking all of those painful memories and foolish thing's i did."I whispered and take a deep breath before looking at the tall building.

Rich, Handsome, Smart but doesn't have a heart. Just like his name sky, no matter how beautiful it was when it's daylight but when the sun comes down it could still bring darkness into your life.

Love should be easy but it doesn't mean it will still be easy on the process.

Nag mahal ako at walang mali doon. But  when i give all for the sake of love and didn't left for myself is very wrong.

Maybe someday I'll find the love that i deserve.