Divorcing My Heartless Husband ( On-going )

CHAPTER 4

CHAPTER 4

I thought everything will be okay between us because of his sudden actions but i was just assuming.

Dahil tonight ito naman ako na sasaktan sa trato niya sa'kin. Nag bibigay siya ng mixed signals sa'kin kaya ako umaasang baka maging okay kami at tuloyan niya akung mahalin but i was mistaken.

Kita ko doon sa video na pinadala sa'kin ni Amber kung paano mapusok na nag hahalikan ang best friend ko at ang asawa ko.

Sa lahat ng tao bakit ang best friend ko'pa!ang sakit subra. Double yung sakit na nararamdaman ko dahil ang mismong best friend ko'pa ang nag taksil sa'kin.

I shouted in anger, inisip kung kapatid si Alina dahil wala akung kapatid but sa ginawa niya pinaramdam niya sa'kin mag-isa nalang talaga ako at kahit kailangan never akung mamahalin ni Sky.

Subra subra na itong pag titiis ko, it's our 5th wedding anniversary now but ito bumokad sa'kin. Ang kataksilan ng matalik kung kaibigan at ang lalaking mahal ko.

One month i thought something changes only for me to get hurt again.

Nakakapagod palang lumaban lalo na pag alam mong talo kanaman talaga una palang.

Years of hoping that one day he will love me but until now i'm still hoping for miracle. Pagod na'ko at ayaw konang lumaban. I changed myself for him to the thought he will see as his wife but he heartless.

Tonight i decided to filed a divorce. I called attorney claw and he assured me that he will fixed everything and by tomorrow the contract will be delivered.

"I'm tired of hoping that one day will come and you will able to love and give me your attention. but in 5 years of marriage you haven't showed me any signs that i should keep holding up my hope. I'm so drain Sky your free now... i'm letting you go."

I took a deep breath before smiling. I give up on you Sky your free now.

I packed my clothes and stuff put it all in my luggage. Habang nag iimipaki ako pumasok si manang sa kuwarto na gulat sa na abotan.

"Iha?ano ibig sabihin nito?"Tanong niya na ikina ngiti ko lang.

"Manang I'll fixed everything before leaving so you don't have to worry after this. And if sky comes home tell him i have something important to announce."I said before closing the luggage.

Iniisip ko baka umowi ito ngayon but that's impossible. He's not coming home his busy.

Morning come in i was all ready to leave, nasa taxi na lahat ng malita ko habang hinihintay si manang luci dahil mag papa-alam ako rito.

"Bye po manang mag ingat ho kayo parati at wag niyo pung masyadong intindihin si senyorito ninyo malaki na ho iyon."Bilin ko rito maluha-luha naman siyang yumakap sa'kin.

"Mamimis kita iha... bakit kaba kasi aalis alaka ko naman ayos na kayo ni senyorito.."

I remain silent. I don't know what to say and just smiled.

Umalis ako at nag renta ng isang condominiums tsaka ako pumonta sa office ni Sky dala ang folder kung saan naka lagay rito ang divorce paper namin.

I tell everything to him. And leave after he signed the contract, it was satisfying and i really feel reliefs.

Tama lahat ng desisyon ko. Naka ngiti akung sumakay ng taxi, finally i give myself a new life to begin and not just caging myself into the toxic relationship we have.

Habang nasa condominium ako inaasikaso ang pag-alis ko dahil doon muna ako kila lola ko sa probinsya. Batangas doon mapapayapa buhay ko, I'll start a new life there with my Lola.

Nag sent na'ko ng minsahe para sa parents ni Sky naka pag message na rin ako kila lola na tutungo ako roon at doon na mananatili for good.

I was busy fixing everything when someone suddenly call. But when i see who's calling me immediately shutdown my phone. Siguro mas okay kung hindi muna ako gagamit ng cellphone. And stay away from toxicity that could affect my healing.

At dahil naka patay ang phone ko boong magdamag upang walang maka disturbo sa'kin hindi ko napag-alaman na naka ilang besis palang tumawag sa'kin si Sky at manang.

By 5 o'clock nasa alabang manila nako sa terminal papuntang batangas nag hihintay ng bus at dumating ito agad akung sumakay.

Dalawang oras yung beyahi bago ako naka rating.

Pag-baba ko palang sa bus agad akung napa ngiti. Nasa barangay cumba ikila Lola, kaya kailangan ko pang sumakay ng traysekil upang naka rating roon.

Pagka rating sinalubong ako ni lalo kahit hindi na ito lubosang maka lakad.

"Mahal kung lola!!"Masaya kung tawag rito sabay yakap."Na miss po kita subra.."Aniya ko'pa.

"May meryenda sa loob apo...pumasok na tayo!"Ngumiti pa ito sa'kin ng matamis.

We went inside the house of my Lola is given old designs. Like a modern house, but i love the design of it, mas lalo akung napa ngiti dahil hangang ngayon hindi paren naka limotan ni lola aking paboritong pagkain.

Adobo na recipe niya mismo. May kasambahay rin naman si Lola, tatlo ito si aling Layla at ang asawa nitong hardeniro si manong merto, and their son Matteo 15 years old.

Sinasamahan ako ni Matteo everytime gusto kung pumontang dalampasigan upang tignan ang alon ng karagatan.

"Maraming toresta rin nag babakasyon dito ate Cleo."Sabi niya tumango naman ako dahil sang-ayon ako rito.

The sea our beautiful and the place are relaxing so no wonder why a lots of tourist take their vacation here.

Almost a month staying here with them i thought my life will be in peace not until i find out i'm pregnant.

"Palalakihin mo ang bata kasama kami. Hindi mo kailangan ng asawa mo dahil narito naman kami gagaba'y sayo. At divorce na kayo diba? kaya wala kang dapat ipag-aalala dahil wala siyang malalaman."Seryosong saad ni lola ngayon nasa sala kami dahil inamin kung napag-alaman kung nag dadalang tao ako.

"Oo iha. Yung mga ganong lalaking hindi marunong mag pahalaga ng asawa ay dapat pinag wawalang bahala mo nalang. Tsaka single kana."Aniya naman ni aling Layla kaya napa pout ako.

Naka ngiti lang naman si Matteo nakikinig sa'amin.

"Tatagoan mo ng anak? na'ko paano pag mag filed yan ng rights niya sa bata iha?"Singit ni mang merto.

Bumaling kami lahat dito tumaas pa kilay ni aling Layla sa uri ng tanong ng asawa.

"Merto!! alam kung lalaki pero wag kang bai's!!kayo mga lalaki ang madalas nananakit!!"Ngumisi ako dahil nag babangayan nanaman sila.

"Wag mong ni lalahat mahal labas ako don! loyal ako sayo."Umirap si aling Layla kalaonan ngumiti rin.

I cares my womb, i didn't expect this will come but wala na akung magagawa dahil nandito na ito kailangan kung panindigan.

At hindi ko rin naman kayang pumata'y ng sariling anak.

I'll do everything to race you alone and you will grow as amazing man not like your dad or your might be a girl too then mas lalo kitang gagabayan.