MARRIAGE LIFE

11

AT HOSPITAL

When I woke up, there was light sunlight coming through the window inside the room. I wanted to leave the bed to go to the bathroom but I couldn't even move my body.

I tried to get out of bed with the help of my hands only then I felt a crushing pain in my hands.The pain cut me off completely when the reality dawned on me that I was not in my own room but in a hospital room.

At this moment flashed before my eyes some of my sad moments which I could not forget even if I wanted to never leave me alone.

Today I am alive despite all the efforts, my question is why God kept me alive.

I was engrossed in my thoughts at that moment when the door of the hospital room opened and I could not look into the eyes of the person standing in front of me no matter how hard I tried.

The eyes where I could always see love and compassion for me are now empty and disappointed.

My unnie is the closest person to me after my mother if there is anyone it is my unnie.
I know she wants to ask me many things but he is silent for me

There is a silence in the whole room..

why lisa ?

It's not just a question, I can tell how much frustration there is in her voice. But I also have no answer why if I give the answer that is in my mind then I am hurting my sister.

I know my sister can bear everything but not my pain, and for what I am suffering I don't want to tell my sister and I also know that even if I don't tell her, no one knows this better than my sister.

I AM SORRY UNNIE....

You really apologize to me..

Tell the truth? Are we nobody to you?  You want to end your life just for a girl.

I can sense both concern and pain for me in her voice

And like every other time I don't have an answer, I just keep my head down and listen to my sister

Don't be silent, try to answer for once. And try to keep your head up, I'm Aashiqui new something . But you are doing your job.

Do you think I'm a superhero, you fall one after the other and I'll bear them Don't you think I'm human I don't have any pain , Think for once if I have to see you in this state over and over again what I feel.

I don't have any words to say but my eyes keep on watering.

Lisa think of us just for once.

And for the first time in my life I could hear my sister crack voice. And I realise how much this time I hurt her.

UNNIE please... I am really really sorry I know I make you disappointed I am sorry please UNNIE don't cry... I doesn't know how to stop my sister from crying because this is the first time I saw her tears and its all because of me..

I wanted to go and hug tight my UNNIE but this Iv attach with my hand I can't move with this..

Please only I promise you I will never do this again, please come here

You come inside beside me and hug me tightly I can feel her hot tears running through my skin and it makes me more sad my strong UNNIE is in the situation just because of me.

Only please don't cry I promise I will be the strongest person I will never do it distributed again I will change myself..

After few times my only break the hug and she stair me with her loving eyes

Monkey I doesn't want you to change I want you to be strong not some other person I support you who are you but you need to be strong but it doesn't mean you have to change yourself...

I nood my hade to agree with my UNNIE
I promise I will make you proud with my achievement not make you a shamed with my stupidity..

Monkey and never fail ashamed of any of your work or decision. Is just that this time I am disappointed but I know you can do it I know my monkey is strong..

I give my UNNIE my biggest smile...

Monkey you take rest I will go and talk to appa ok?

Ne UNNIE...

She is my forehead and leave the room... After she leave the room I feel very young comfortable about something I don't know what (oh no I forget about bathroom 😁😁)

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KIM HOUSE

At kim house everyone having their breakfast

Mrs Kim preparing a plate full of healthy breakfast for her sweet little girl..

I am going to Jennie room and feed her breakfast I know she is not feeling well right now.

Jennie came downstairs before Mrs. Kim went up the stairs

Why did you come down sweetie I was taking your breakfast to your room.

It's Ok mom I want to have breakfast downstairs with everyone.

You come down ready, are you going out somewhere?

Yes I want to go to the office.

Everyone was surprised to hear Jenny's words

But your body is still not fixed. "How are you going to the office now?" asked Mr. Kim.

I'm fine dad you don't have to worry..

But sweety.... Please dad I don't want anyone to feel pity to me. I also doesn't wanted to speak about past what you decided for me it fix already so we should move on.

Jennie I know you are mad at me but baby trust me... Before Mr Kim can continue Jennie interrupt him.

Please dead I already told you let's not talk about past.

I have done my breakfast I am going to the office and dad talk to Mr manoban about marriage I want to talk to him and his daughter personally something..

With that Jennie leave the house..

(Hi guys I am not good at writing but I will try my best....and sorry for all the wrong spelling mistakes and grammar 🙏🙏)

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