douma x fem.reader ♡

lotus flowers and koi fish again

Y/n pov:
Ibam here again ,with my friends- yeah ,exactly the koi fishes that i adore so much . They are much better friends than anybody from here or...douma . Not like he is a bad friend or somethung but he is not my friend after all . He is just a bloodthirsty demon who keeps taking care of me ...i am a terible person . I hate somebody who is taking care of me ,giving me a place to sleep and warm food whenever my throat needs . Ah well . Sudenly one of the koi fishes swam to a beautifull flower . Werry beautifull flower . So beautifull that i lifted my kimono and slowly slipped my legs to the cold water . I made my way to the flower and looked at it closely . It was white with a yellow centre . It also smelled so nice . Like if there was some music around me making my body weithless ( i hope i wrote it allright ) . This flower ....

Douma pov:
I had enough . Thus day was so hard . I had around a hundred of followers coming and asking me abt their problems . Also some other female followers came after hearing that sumiko got to the ,,paradise" . I had nothing to eat tonight but i have no motivation to hunt . I was walking past a huge corridor right into my garden just to see ...y/n ? In the water ? What is she looking at ? I made my way around the garden wihout her noitising me and i saw it . Lotus flower . That one i loved to look at so much . She was ...so interested in it . She was looking at it like that was her paradise . All she want . But i want her to give her attention like her everything to me ...what have gotten into me ? What is this ? What have y/n done to me ?

Ur pov again:
Wait ,another ? This flower ...was made of ice ...so cold to touch ,so majestatic, so ...douma like . I can fell him from them . How badly i want him here at the moment . How badly . How could a little  flower like this made me want him ? That was the moment when i saw him . His eyes . His golden fan was covering his mouth and his cheeks . That was when my heart reminded me of how badly i wanted him at the moment . My body mooved itself . I could only watch as my own hands reached for his fan . How they mooved it from his face . How they touched his cheeks . So gently . His face was so ... beautifull . His smile disapeared , his eyes looking so deep into mine , so deep ...so close ........my lips sudenly touched his . At this point i could control my body again and as i saw he too . We both pulled away staring at each other in suprise . After all . I wanted this and started it . But now . He started it again . He kissed me with much more pasion ,slowly sliding his toungue inside of my mouth . Nice and slowly discovering every inch of my mouth ....so slowly ...with such a pasion ....
Why did i start it ? Why dont i pull away ? Do i really need him ? Need him this way ?
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Love him ?