After Beta rebirth

4 Invite and pretend to sleep

Yan Zhi'an's fever finally subsided completely after a final counterattack, but Xu Yanzhao really couldn't bear to leave him alone, so he insisted on keeping him here after his fever subsided. However, in order to prove that his behavior was purely out of concern and not for any other special purpose, except for the two nights when Yan Zhi'an had a fever, Xu Yanzhao did not dare to stay in the same room with him overnight. When the time comes every day, I shrink into the guest room very consciously, and never enter the room where he is without his permission.

...acting as if he is really an innocent and young boy.

Yan Zhi'an curled his lips.

In fact, if Yan Zhi'an hadn't seen the chain falling from the opponent's pocket with his own eyes and knew clearly what it was used for, Yan Zhi'an might have been deceived by him. After all, judging from the other party's current age, it would be more normal to not have so much scheming and calculation.

He couldn't help but raise his hand and touched his left wrist, as if the touch of wearing a special locator that could not be removed was still there. Yan Zhian couldn't help but look at the person who was bending down to take out pajamas from the closet. Want to sigh.

Having seen the paranoia and madness displayed by this person unabashedly, it was not difficult for him to guess that what the other person was showing now was just a disguise to gain his favor - at least a large part of it was, but in contrast to At the same time, he can truly feel that the other party values ​​and cares about him.

--Yan Zhi'an has never doubted that Xu Yanzhao's feelings were fake. However, in the "future" he experienced, the gushing lava-like emotions burned so many wounds on his body that whenever he thought about it, the first reaction that came to his mind was always to flee.

So when this cherishing and caring was shown in another correct way, Yan Zhi'an's mood became like this now, so complicated that even he couldn't figure it out. He even doubted for a moment whether he had done something wrong, but then he rejected the idea of ​​taking responsibility for himself.

Rejecting someone else's confession when you don't have the same feelings is definitely not something that should be called a "mistake."

only......

Yan Zhi'an couldn't hold it back in the end and sighed softly.

The so-called feelings are originally the most difficult thing to sort out in this world. He wasn't even sure if he should be grateful for the opportunity to go back to before everything happened.

Unable to help but sigh again, Yan Zhi'an met Xu Yanzhao's gaze and paused briefly before speaking: "This is your room."

Xu Yanzhao was obviously stunned for a moment, not quite understanding why he suddenly said this.

"So," Yan Zhi'an turned his head away from Xu Yanzhao's gaze and pursed his lips, trying his best to sound more normal. "If you want," he said, "you don't have to go to sleep somewhere else."

After he finished speaking, he only paused for a moment, then reached out and turned off the wall lamp beside the bed, completely plunging the bedroom that did not belong to him into darkness, without giving the other person a chance to reply or look at the other person's expression. After a while, the soft sound of the wardrobe being closed was heard in the darkness, as well as the sound of footsteps gradually disappearing. It was only then that Yan Zhi'an opened his eyes again and looked at the crack in the door where a little light came through.

To be honest, even he didn't expect that just a few simple words could make his palms sweat a little - just like a young boy falling in love for the first time.