Love Apocalypse

CHAPTER ONE

Standing across the room was the love of my life, the only man I had thought would make me happy no matter what, the man whom I had been with for more than 5 years, my soulmate or that is what I had thought him to be.

I had never thought that he would fucking hurt me but he did not once or twice but over and over again and I always forgave him because I wanted him and only him in my life but now it feels like I should actually leave him but I still cannot choose.

I have had enough with him or that is what I thought because everytime he leaves me and the moment I start to move on from him, he again comes back to me. When he is in his lowest and is vulnerable then he remembers me and comes back to me and as being the goddess of forgiveness I forgive him and take him back.

Growing up I had always dreamt of me and my lover which I actually never had. Observing my toxic household, I just wanted to leave it being and start a new begining with my lover and still I lacked a boy in my life. Who wouldn't want a perfect boyfriend right? Everyone does so did I. I had waited 16 years of my life until this summer.

You know right how fast people change likewise this summer I had really changed alot or you can call it a glow up. Anyways this change in me resulted number of boys after me but I had always had my eyes on this jock of our school. He was almost involved in each and every sports of our school and was best in each and everything.

After this summer, everything eventually changed me being totally invisible converted me into being visible and you know what Noah also started giving me attention and I fucking loved it.(Noah the school jock). One day after the classes he asked me if I was free this weekend as he wanted us to go somewhere and me being totally excited accepted his offer. Noah was totally obessed with himself and was always self observed. He used to compliment himself all the time. In the mean time, he also took care of me, loved and supported me all the time. He used to stand for me all the time. After 2-3 dates he finally asked me to be his love and I did become his love.

He was the sweetest thing that had ever happened to me and he was my comfort zone, I shared each and every thing with him and he always helped me no matter what. I was fucking ready for everything with this Noah guy. "Each and every person looses interest with everyone they've ever had in life so be careful Hailey" that's what my friends used to warn me about but I never actually thought it was truth. I thought he was really in love me because he was literally perfect in every way for me.

As the years went by we were actually at our third year of the relationship and I was the most happiest person with him because he always put me first. He knew about my toxic household so he never let anything happen with me.