Legend says when you cant sleep at night, its because you're awake in someone else's dream. That's what I thought as I tossed and turned in bed that night. And yet whenever I did get some shut-eye, I dream of him. Great isn't it? Just fucking great.
What Sergio had said in that interview what running over and over in my mind. To this day I cant explain the mix of emotions that were overtaking my body, but above all the most potent was anger. How dare he. How dare he ignore me for three months and then tell an interviewer that he still loves me.
What sort of person doesn't even allow their girlfriend to explain their side of the story before just dumping their ass after seeing one picture! An ass. That's what. For three months I felt nothing but guilt, because that picture that was released wasme, no matter of the circumstances. But whatever that picture looked like, it didn't happen how he thought it did.
For you to understand, I realise I should probably tell you a little about our relationship. It was no breath takingly perfect dream relationship or anything, we were only together for 6 months, but when its love, you just know. We met when I took my nephew to watch a Real Madrid game, he asked for my number and then we went out. That's it, it's no Disney film or anything. It wasn't exactly a rock and roll lifestyle but it was sort of wonderful.
If you're wondering, technically I'm single. But my heart is taken by someone I cant call my own- and i'm pretty sure i'm not getting it back any time soon. My heart still aches, you know? Even though I kind of love and hate him at the same time. I hate how he didn't let me explain. I hate how I cant imagine anything with anyone else because I imagined it all with him. I'm sick of checking my phone and not seeing his name.
I'm going to call him, demand an explanation.
NO. Hell no i'm not.
Besides, he needs to concentrate on the tournament.
Sometimes I thought that I hated him more than I loved him, but then I realised I missed him, missed him so much it made my stomach ache and head swim, and missing someone is your hearts way of reminding you that you love them.
RING. RING... RING. RING
I'm not going to answer it because it will probably my sister wanting to know what the hell Sergio was talking about, or my friend Lydia asking if I will start running with her again and no way was I about to take jogging up as a hobby, not after the last palava. But maybe it was him...
I snatched the phone up before it could go to answer phone, almost falling off the edge of the bed in the process.
"hello?" The hopeful tone in my voice was evident even to me.
"Hi Ana"
"Oh. It's you" my stomach dropped immediately as disappointment rushed through my veins.
"Don't sound too disappointed" I just rolled my eyes, how could I not when I had expected Sergio and instead got my annoying ass boss.
"What do you want Micheal?"
"We've amended your schedule as of tomorrow, you're going to Poland" He sounded kinda excited, like he was holding back laughter.
"Micheal I'm not going to Poland, you know Sergio is in Poland. I don't want to see him right now. Why the hell do I need to go to Poland anyway"
"A gig, just a three night stay. Poland is a large country you know, you aren't even going to see him. You can't say no, it'll cost the company Ana. When you signed with this company you agreed to do the gigs and interviews we assign to you, you committed to this Ana and there's a million other girls who can sing just as well as you can and are just as pretty as you are. Your not irreplaceable Ana and you will do this"
"Whatever Micheal just send me the flight details" I slammed down the phone, hate was a feeling I was getting slightly used to.
RING.RING
"Oh for god's sake Micheal I get it I'm going to Poland tomorrow!" I near shouted down the phone.
There was a pause at the other end of the line and then- "You're coming to Poland?"
"Sergio" My breath got caught in my throat making my voice sound weird.
I hated him, I hated him so much but I loved him more. True love isn't easy but it must be fought for because once you find it, it can never be replaced.
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FanfictionAna was once in the perfect relationship with Sergio Ramos but a simple misunderstanding led to their relationship to break down. Now they're forced back together but will it be for better or worse?