FOR YOU MY KRYPTONIAN

CHAPTER 4 DEAR DIARY

---Kai-Zer Bedroom---

in the middle of the day when Rao blessed his presence to the people of Krypton, a young child was sitting in his room in front of a sunstone recording himself

"ahem, *ahem... is this recording?" the child asked himself leaning towards it 

"I think so" he nodded talking to himself "Well then... greeting I guess, this is my first time recording myself, according to what my mother told me to do" he puffed up his chest, with his fist placed in the symbol of the house Zer

seems that the child adopted his mother's mannerisms seeing her do it for years "Wait where was I, oh yeah... recording myself, it's weird talking to a wall and a stone, *ahem let's do this... hello greetings to those who see this, I am Kai-Zer the heir of the house Zer, the son of Kye-Zer and Dana-Zod"

"I am now 'SIX' and tomorrow will be SEVEN!" he said with a smug in his face "So what do I want to talk about... hmm... oh yeah, mother's training has been rough lately after the entrance exam of the warriors guild, but that is fine after all mother loves me in her own way and want me to become strong... UMU" the child nodded his head agreeing to his own statement

"but I supposed mother's been sad and easily annoyed as off lately since father's been ignoring her and me, even in meal times, he always in his deep thoughts... saying things like 'what are their next moves' or 'they won't be in the dark for longer, as the light of Rao shines bright' or 'the Em's been silent as of late' or 'the council are blind of their power thinking that they are gods' I don't know what those means but I hope, he can spend more time with both me and mother" a sad tone can be traced on his voice but he shook those feeling off in a jiffy

"speaking of mother and father being weird, they ordered both Celina and Cercie to stay with me at all times, even at bedtime when Rao sleeps with us, but I supposed I'm fine with it, after all, it won't be lonely at night now that they are sleeping together with me" the boy happily nodded his head

"but then there's something I don't really get, after all, aren't you supposed to call your elders or those older than you with respect and titles... just like our house retainers always call themselves, sisters or brothers or how they call mother and father, my lady and my lord" the child pouted 

"but then when I called both Celina and Cercie 'big sisters', they both went pale and prostrated on the floor trembling, Celiena asking if they did something bad that and unworthy for them to serve me as their master, while Cercie cried for the first time in her life... I made them worry and feel sad, and I didn't know what to do, other than give them hugs, like how my mother gives me one if I feel sad and lonely... well it was a good thing that I made them stop feeling bad, but their actions worsen the day after where they follow me much more than before and treating me as if I would leave them in a moments notice *sigh" 

The boy crossed his arms while frowning following a silent contemplation while looking at his window doorstep feeling the breeze of the wind and the light touching his frame

a moment of silence later the boy opened his mouth "I've been having visions as of late in the middle of the night, where everyone is asleep, but I can't seem to remember what it was every time I wake up, I only felt that it was cold, dark, lonely... I don't like feeling lonely and sad, but I must control myself, mother taught me, that one must control oneself senses, speaking of Mother, I asked her if it's possible for one to have visions in the middle of their sleep" he then shook his head disappointed

"but she said no, apart from the house of Em, Kryptonians generally don't get visions, as that is how Rao, talks to his creations, and in the house of Em, the servants who directly serve as a connection Rao when he gives his instructions to us his people, so no apart from that we do not dream, my child" he then sighed following the mannerism of his father