I see you so well going on with your life, and I'm still caught up in what could have been and what I expected. Maybe you will never know what I really meant to tell you that time. I wonder if you will ever understand how much you meant to me and how I envisioned a different future for both of us.
Sometimes, I think that if you had never walked away, we would still be something special. I would hold on to the hope that my wishes would come true, and in my dreams, it was so much fun to imagine that you were that person I always hoped for. Life is strange, and it seems that the greatest loves have already ended, leaving a void that is often filled with memories and thoughts of what could have been.
Today is another rainy day, and I can't help but think of you. I wish you were that special someone to share these moments with. I find it ironic and, at the same time, painful to remember how things could have been different. It would be so funny and sweet if the circumstances had been different, if you had been that person.In my defense, what can I ask of you? You were going through a very bad time, and I understand that my presence might have been a burden back then.
However, I can't help but think that it would have been wonderful if you hadn't walked away like that. Maybe you were that SOMEONE I was always looking for, and now all that's left is the "would have been".
I hope life is treating you well and that you find the happiness you deserve. For my part, I will keep trying to let go of those dreams and hopes I once shared with you, even though I know it will be hard. Rainy days will always remind me of you and what could have been.
