(I'll always remember you, yous)
you used to be a meth head in a flatbill
you used to sit on a rotten couch in a trailer park two houses down from the building where your boss blew his brains out
You used to be bored on thursdays
you used to wear the same black jacket everyday
You used to take orders from clueless men because they were rich
You used to howl at the moon because it forced you to come alive— I guess you were it's puppet
But I believe you are the twin that absorbed the other in the womb
now you take phone calls outside fancy hotels
Now you wear a tailored suitcoat
now you play with the big dogs and you scoot your lumps of coke over with a golden Mastercard and you do it on a shiny poker mat instead of the stained coffee table in the trailer park
You visit boats at night and hang out with captains
You are just you in a different mirage
I hope you still laugh
