TIRED | K-Pop FF

003 | christian

"Ugh you guys are so annoying! Just let her go."

I look up and it's Mark Tuan.. Didn't he hate my guts though?... "Why are you—" I got cut off by Mark. "Y-You're being too loud that's all." He says. "You had enough time with her loverboy." Christian says. Christian grabs my arm and we walk away from them. "You had me worried. Fuck! Didn't I tell you I don't like that guy-" Christian scolds me. "TaeTae?..." I ask. "Mhm."

"What's wrong with him?" I tilted my head. He opened his car door and shoved me in the car. He got in and started driving off. "Isn't it obvious he likes you? Plus he's a player. I don't want you to get hurt then start crying... I know you." He says. I look at him and start thinking. How does he know so much about me... He knows me so well... I smile slightly then look out the window. I trust Christian. I feel safe. "Hey I'm talking to you." Christian snaps. "O-Oh!- Yes?..." I turn to look at him. "What do you wanna eat?" He asks. I shrug and he facepalms. "I just ate. But I'll eat dessert with you." I smile. "Ok." He says.

He ends up parking at a shaved ice spot. He opens my door and helps me out. I shyly hold his pinky with my hand and he glances at me. He doesn't say anything... Just a slight smile?.. What in the world is that supposed to mean?... I giggle. "Whatchu laughing about?" He turns. "Nothing." I say flashing a a innocent smile. We get seated and we look through the menu. "I know what I want." "Ok... I don't know yet!!" I panic. "I'll order for you." He says. "Uh but you know I'm picky!" I said. He begins ordering and says some fancy words. I blankly sat there not understanding anything. I stare at him as he is seated across from me. Honestly he's a nice guy... If you were to ask me what my manager is like, I would probably say he's a jerk and he's annoying. But behind closed doors, hes actually one of the only men I trust. I would say I feel safe with him, Kind of cozy and-

"Are you zoning out again hello!?" He says. Oh- I must've really got into thought. "What's on your mind?" He asks. I don't want to say him- But- "You-" I said. He raises an eyebrow and sends me a confused look. "What about me?" He nervously laughs. "You're pretty cool." I smile. "Thanks?... You are too.." He says awkwardly. I laughed because he sucks at this kind of stuff. He takes some pictures of me without me knowing. He made it his wallpaper secretly and he started laughing. "Hm?" I raise an eyebrow. "Nothing". The shaved ice comes out and I do my happy dance. I smile at him because he ordered exactly what I wanted. How does one know me so well! "Yayy!" "Psh just shut up and eat Y/N." He says. I begin eating happily.

TIME SKIP

"Aghhh I'm home"... I walk in the house and drop my bag. I take off my shoes and lay straight on the couch. I can't stop thinking about- Ah let's forget it... It probably wasn't a big deal... Oh? My bestfriend Lisa texted me. I open the text and it's a rumor about me and Christian?...

Girl! They're saying you two are dating!? I cant believe you went on a date with him!! You two are so cute!!

What are you talking about! We just hung out! And you think!?

Are you trying to say you like him? And yeah right~

I'm not trying to say that at all. Ughhh he's calling me!

I let the phone ring out.

Fuck I hope this isn't awkward... I got up from the couch and took a shower. I got ready and wore a basic outfit.. Just some baggy jeans and a tight zip up with a hat. I do my makeup quickly then I leave. I begin walking and I admire the sunset. I plug my headphones in and I listen to music and walk.

"It's beautiful right?.." -???

I continue walking when I feel a sudden tap on my shoulder. "hm?..." I turn. "I said it's beautiful right?.." A guy says. "Um.. Yeah- Do I know you..." I ask. He sighs. "You had your eyes on my friend at the award show.. I'm Joshua- A member of Seventeen." He says. "Oh!! Hi! Nice to meet you! I'm Y/N. Oh- That's so embarrassing!!" I nervously laugh. "Yeah.. You were staring at the blonde one right?.." He asks. "Well... There was like 6 blonde guys-" I giggle. He laughs and looks at me.

He pulls up a picture and shows me. "Yeah him!" I point. "That's Vernon."
"Ahh... Okay okay!" I smile. "Where are you headed?" I ask. "Just getting some snacks. You?" He says. I shrug. "Just wandering around." I sighed. "Hey if you're free later you should hang with me. Vernon was looking at you." He emphasized. "Ahhh I'm so embarrassed! I will!" I giggle. We exchanged numbers then parted ways. I go inside the JYP building and see Changbin death glaring me. "Wanna say something?" He sucks his teeth. "Say what..." I tilt my head. "Christian!? Taehyung!?" He says angrily. "Nothing—"

"Watch your tone. You. Inside." Christian says shoving me in my dance room. He locks the door. "I texted you and you didn't respond. Do you see what the rumor-" He stops talking. I stare at him blinking slowly. "Nevermind..." He says. "Mm.. Continue. I was listening." I said. "Just practice..." He says. I sigh and connect my phone to the speaker. I begin practicing as he works at the table, fixing my schedule.

AFTER

I drop dead on the floor from how tired I was. Christian starts to pack his things in his bag as it's time to leave. I pant with my dry throat. Christian holds his hand out to help me up and I couldn't even get up. Practicing for a few hours is no joke. "I-I'm just gonna get changed..." I said. I went to my locker room and changed into a hoodie and some sweats to be comfy. I walk outside and I don't see Christian... I got worried and I started looking around. I call him but he's not answering his phone. "Fuckk where are you!" I shout in frustration. I sigh and eventually just left...

??? POV
"If I can't be with Y/N. You can't either."