𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐏𝐘𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃 , 𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐞 𝐤𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐚

✧ : from the author to you.

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good evening/morning/afternoon, readers.

i am xiel, the writer behind 'sleepyhead' , 'learn to communicate' and 'the little shark villain'; I have been writing for over a year now which started in july 2022 and continuing on.

writing was a way for me to express my imaginations and share them with people who have the same interests as mine, it brings warmth to my heart whenever i see feedback from my fanfiction books.

however, for the past few months, I haven't been able to upload much anymore. whenever i open wattpad to write, i always leave right away as it seemed like i have been losing interest or motivation in writing but its not the feeling of wanting to quit, its the feeling of being burnt out.

to be frank with you all, i haven't been doing well. for the past few weeks, I've been crying endlessly at school due to suffering from generalized anxiety disorder, major depressive disorder and schizophrenia.

i haven't gotten better, i may even have gotten worse despite the medications that were provided to me when I visited a psychiatrist but im sure it takes time.

and so, i have decided to go to an indefinite hiatus to focus on myself and try to pull myself together somehow. i am not quiting writing because i don't want to leave my works unfinished because I'm the one who started it.

i can't thank you all enough for being patient and support of me despite receiving zero book updates, i am truly sorry for not writing for you all but i hope you understand.

it's the first time in my life that what i do is getting appreciated and loved so much and i feel it's all worth doing.

thank you guys so much for your overflowing support, I could really not have done any of this if it wasn't for you guys here with me. I hope that everytime you read my fanfiction, I wish.. that it atleast made your day better if you were having a bad one, I hope that I atleast brought a smile to your face.

if there is anything i can achieve with writing, is wishing you a better day. your existences are the most meaningful for me, I really appreciate and love all of you from the bottom of my heart. I will continue to work my hardest to deserve all this love and support from all of you.

I'll come back soon and once I do, let's talk again.

      - from xiel to you. 11.21.2023

this user is going on a indefinite hiatus. see you again.