𝖠𝗅𝖾𝗑𝗂𝖺 𝖯𝗎𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗅𝖺𝗌 𝗑 𝖱𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: swearing, angsty so buckle up (dm me about how you feel about this fic or alternative endings !! i'm lowkey thinking about making this a book on wattpad and a series !!)
Mapi ended the call, "𝐌𝐚𝐩𝐢 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭!" you said frozen in your position shocked from what just occurred. "𝐈 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮" the blonde said with a sympathetic look on her face. "𝐌𝐚𝐩𝐢 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐥𝐞'𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞 , 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠" you said trying to explain your frustration.
"𝐲/𝐧, 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐥𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐚'𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝. 𝐀𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝'𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨" the blonde said trying to comfort you. It made me happy that someone actually cared for me, Mapi cared about my mental health, and my opinions. I haven't felt wanted for months now, that's all i strived for, after bad history's with multiple exes. It already hurts that it's happened again.
"𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐌𝐚𝐩𝐢, 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐫. 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞" you said maintaining eye contact with sincerity in my voice. "𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞, 𝐢'𝐦 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮" Mapi said, this made me emotionally i reached in for a tight hug. Mapi patted my back as comfort. "𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡." mapi said with a smile on her face. "𝐎𝐡 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐢 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐧" i said beating myself up for forgetting, dreading tomorrow, dreading seeing her and having to explain myself to our teammates
"𝐘/𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐨 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞" Mapi said trying to reason with me. "𝐍𝐨 𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭, 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬" you said as you let out a deep sigh, stuck in a day dream. You were snapped out of it when Mapi clapped her hands "𝐎𝐤𝐚𝐲 𝐥𝐞𝐭'𝐬 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐝. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐲/𝐧, 𝐢'𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐝 !". Mapi said reasoning with me. I frowned
"𝐍𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐩𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭" you said in guilt. "𝐍𝐨 𝐲/𝐧 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞" the blonde said. "𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐝 𝐧𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬" You said with a smile tilting your head to the side.
"𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐚" Mapi said in a trance as she looked at you.
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