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a/n: hiiii, hruu? I've been alright, I got me a good man too and just been focusing on our relationship and school. I'm sorry I haven't been updating

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ISABELLA POV
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After that whole freak incident with KJ the other day, I avoided everyone.

Tyler still blows up my phone with threats but I'm glad he hasn't tried anything.

I have been ditching school for the past two days. I don't feel safe there at all.

I assisted on walking to school from now on so I can ditch. I find it peaceful but chaotic. I have the time to look at nature and understand how beautiful it is but my phone pinging every time with a new via text message throws me off.

I completely forget to block him because so much goes on throughout the day. He's not really that important to me now that I think about it.

Obviously I'm still very attracted to him, but wondering what he thinks everyday and why he so mysterious don't interest me anymore.

Actually, let me block him right now so I don't forget. I pull out my phone from my hoodie pocket and unlock it.

I go to my contacts and block his number.

Are you sure you want to block this contact? Yes or cancel.

I clicked yes and delete his number.

I put my phone back in my pocket and continue my way to school.

Tilting my head back and watching the sun peek through the green leaves of the trees
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It's the next day after I blocked Tyler and the day so far been quiet. I like it actually, I need to get myself together.

I ended up waking up late this morning so I'm late for first period, I threw on a hoodie and some sweats as I leave the house.

I'm walking to school, the same street my sister found out "I" was the one vaping, which I wasn't.

I saw how fake Tyler got that day and it genuinely disgust me how much I still like him.

The halls are quiet as I enter the school, I head to my locker but once I arrive. Tyler is standing there with a angered look on his face.

I pause in my step, and stare at him as he stared at me. I'm a good ten feet away from him.

We stood there for a minute before he starts charging at me.

I bolted, dropping my bag and ran as fast as I can.

I already knew why he was mad, he knew I blocked him now I'm going to pay for it.

I didn't even get the chance to turn the corner of the hall before he snatched me by my braids.

"Ahhh!" I screamed but he dragged me into the boys bathroom.

I was then thrown on the bathroom floor and I cried out. I saw some of my braids on the floor and was my shocked.

"Why do you always piss me off, bella?" Tyler huffed, looking down at me. I stumbled on my feet and backed up from him.

"Leave me alone," I gritted out even though I was on the verge of breaking down.

This was my breaking point, I can't keep doing this. I barely know him and he barely knows me. So why is he already treating me like this.

"Why you block me?" He asked, ignoring what I said. He took a step forward and I took one back.

"You know why-"

"I don't, now tell me before you piss me off even more." Tyler cut me off, his voice getting louder.

"Because, you're fucking sick and weird!" I yelled, taking a step forward. Tears coming down my eyes.

"What?" He's emotions switched, he looks genuinely confused.

"You need help, hitting a woman is never okay. What the fuck is wrong with you? Do you know how fucked up my life been ever since I met you? I hate you!"

After that, Tyler drew his hand back and smacked it across my face. I fell back onto the ground, cradling my face.

I looked up at him and he started chuckling, "ghee, I just busted yo lip!"

I shake my head because what the fuck is funny? He needs fucking help.

"I'm going to the counselor, you need serious help!" Once I said that, his demeanor changed.

Tyler grabs me by my hair again and brings my ear to his lips, my head facing the floor. I squeezed my eyes shut and don't make a sound, this hair pulling is getting too familiar today.

"Bitch, I fucking dare you. Go ahead and be a lame ass bitch if you one. I'll show you where that hoe shit Gon getcha." He growls against my ear and my body turns into tingles.

I shivered away from him, I'm getting uncomfortable now. He pulls my hair tighter.

"You hear me?" Tyler threatened me, and I nodded so fast I didn't even know I did.

He lets me go and I sink into the floor, crawling as far away from him as possible.

I do not want anymore problems with him. And I'm starting to think it's because I don't listen to him.

Maybe if I do what he says, and listen to him, he'll stop putting his hands on me.

I hug my knees and control my breathing, I feel a panic attack.

"I actually got a lot of feelings for you girl, seeing you like this breaks my heart." Tyler starts, and I look at the ground where's he is standing.

I'm too scared to look up at him.

"I don't never want to hurt you, you the only girl that doesn't wanna fuck me all the time," he admits and my heart skips a beat for some reason.

"So when I talk to you the way I do, I do it out of love, because I love you. You hear me?"

My eyes locks with his when he says that, my body gets warm because he said he loves me. I don't know how to feel.

"I love you," Tyler says softly, his demeanor changed. He's more calm.

"I-I love you, too."

YOU FUCKING DUMBASS!

Why did I just say that? I'm so fucking dumb. Maybe Tyler need to smack me again for being so stupid.

"Damn girl, that shit makes me happy!" Tyler starts cheesing, like he didn't just rough me up a min ago.

"I'm sorry for blocking you." I apologize. As I said earlier, I don't want anymore problems with him, I'm too tired to be getting beat on.

"It's cool, don't do that shit again though shorty." He says sternly, before he turns to leave the bathroom.

I sit here for a couple of minutes before I decided to clean myself up.

I throw my braids that came out, in trash and throw my hair in a bun.

Hopefully, nobody notices how fucked up I look. They'll think I'm off a perc looking like this.

I wipe the last of my tears and leave.

Like nothing ever happened.