Bitter sweet secrets (2)

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"I know he was attractive, but I was here first.."

Small little hints, small little 'i like you' and you still don't care.

Damn nobody gets me but you do. I guess it's been a week.. you still like him and I'm with you. I tried to put a distance to respect you, it's getting hard though I'm not used to this kind of feeling especially when I'm with you.

You became the light through my darkest night.

You became the band aid to my aching heart.

You became the apple of my eye.

It's was sweet.. till it became sour..then bitter.

Should I stay and wait?
Should I keep this?
I love you, I do

It cost a lot to have you.
I need you.

It's hurt...
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h to be like him. I want to be like him. I wish I was him. I wish I can make you blush. make you smile.. make you feel special 'cause you are.. you are special to me.

You're so numb but damn sure you're not dumb but why can't you feel it? Why can't you notice? That I'm here blinded.

Give me a sign,

"How to unloved you my love?"  How can I unloved you when you keep coming back to me?

I know..If I told you how I feel it will destroy our friendship..but it is my fault that I like you? It is my fault that my heart choose you?

I'm waiting for your answer, I'm waiting for you to tell me a thing will never happen to us.

But I can't help it, I can't control it I love you.. I love you so much that it hurts me letting you go wasn't easy... But I'll try, I'll try.

In another multiverse, in another universe you will choose me

Amore..

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