you are in love

my kind of girl

•mature content

taylor pov:
"trav can we go home im tired" I whispered in the crook of travis's neck, hoping that he would be able to hear my quiet words in the packed restaurant that was being consumed by the aroma of alcohol and loud chatter.

if i were being completely honest with you, i am not feeling even one bit drowsy, but my body is just yearning for travis in ways that I cannot show in public, not that i am embarrassed to show my affection, just with a relationship so new i feel the need to protect myself, aswell as him and keep our personal lives personal. Seeming that travis heard my silent words he gave me a slight hum, startling me from my imagination as he ever so lightly rubbed up and down my back. I could tell he was wanting to go home too.

though he may not see it yet, I am trained in situations where I feel like I wanna pounce on top of a man and start making out with him right then and there, though many times tonight I stole him away from the sight of anyone to share intimate kisses. We are desplayed near the public, near big windows where paparazzi are probably already snooping in. I cannot ruin my reputation being of my urges. So I stay calm and collected, he will later learn what I want when I act this way.

as he stood up from the wrap around seating we were cuddling on, he took me with him, holding on to my waist gently as he brought me up alongside him. As we stood there eye to eye he kissed my temple as he cupped my flushed cheeks with his ginormous hands. I fluttered my eyes closed as he peppered kisses on my forehead, i let out a small breath, followed by a lovingly smile.

"our driver is here angel" he said with his mouth still near my forehead, feeling his hot breath hit me which sent shivers down my spine. I looked at him through my long eyelashes in approval. He took this time to place one more kiss on my forehead before snaking his hand behind him and grabbing my long coat that lay hung on a hook beside the booth we were just cozied up in moments ago. He silently helped me get my coat on, with a very comforting smirk on his face as he did so.

he took me into his embrace for a hug, i laid my head on his chest as commotion surrounded us, he placed a loving hand on the small of my back as we swayed back and forth. "Thank you baby" i said to him as my security soon arrived to my side, ready in case paparazzi got to be too much. Though i do have travis, and i don't feel the need for anyone else protecting me, but each day my team reminds me that it's safest for me to have security.

we left hand in hand as paparazzi lights began to flash at us, indistinct yelling being thrown in our direction, being masked by others yelling. Travis helped me enter carefully into the car as he stood at the door of the open car door, facing away from me. I shut the privacy curtain in the car after smiling at the driver, nobody has to know what me and Travis do. I gave him his moment of glory for the paparazzi to take his photo, but after many moments of him still standing there i grabbed the sleeve of his coat and drug him into the car. He is a gentleman, he knows how to act around a girl, he somehow always knows what i want and right now he knew i needed him. Though I haven't spoke many words in the past 5 minutes, he knows what I'm feeling.

He entered the car due to my nudging attempt, immediately closing the door and kissing me, a very loving kiss, not too gentle but not too aggressive, the perfect amount of love that he senses I need. "I need you trav" I say breathlessly, my lips still barely touching his.

"I'm right here angel" he said as he pulled back with a smile, placing his hand just above my knee, nudging into me. Usually he can tell what I want even without me having to say it, but even now I'm getting used to him just knowing, and in a place that we don't have 100% privacy it's hard to use my words, to tell him what I really need him for, to tell him where I really need him.