CONTRADICTING [Hyunlix] (Discontinued)

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In an empty classroom, Felix's POV

"Inniee, don't tell anyone ok, promise?"

"I knew it. When are you gonna confess? I.N. asked me.

"Con-confess, I'm not gonna confess what if he doesn't like me and rejects me? It'll affect our friendship, I don't wanna lose him. I love hyunjin, innie."

"I know you love him, but how is he gonna know that if you don't even tell him?"

"Love? Do you like someone, Felix?" A familiar voice came from the back. I knew it, it was Hyunjin's beautiful voice he was standing behind me with a weird expression, and he seemed mad? a little.

"N-NO! I don't like anyone." I said, panicking and hoping that he didn't hear anything else.

"He likes -" I.N. was gonna tell him, so I cut him and said, "Changbin." I couldn't think of anything else at that time, I didn't wanna say someone else's name, but I didn't have a choice at that time. I'm sorry, hyunjinnnn.

"Changbin? So you like Changbin."

"Yes." No, I DON'T love him, I LOVE YOU HYUNJIN ONLY YOU.

"Ahh! Good luck with your love life, then I have a basketball match. I gotta go see you guys later. Bye." Hyunjin quickly left, waving at us.

"FELIX, are you out of your mind or what? Why did you say that you like CHANGBIN in front of HIM?" Innie asked me. I know he is mad at me too for saying that even I'm mad at myself.

"Because you were gonna say his name when he asked whom I like."

"Yeah, because you like him. Otherwise, how is he gonna know?"

"But"

"What but Felix? do you know you ruined almost everything now because he thinks that you like Changbin, Arghh!"

"But I didn't have a choice. I don't wanna ruin our friendship because of this."

"You just don't understand Felix,"

"You don't understand me I.N I can't afford to lose him." I.N. hugged me."I'm sorry, Felix, but I don't think taking Changbin's name was the right decision."

"I don't think so too, innie." I hugged him back.

Hyunjin's pov

I have a basketball match today. I'm almost good at everything but there is a boy I like and I don't dare to tell him that I like him. But I'm gonna ask him to come and watch my match today, and after that, I'm gonna confess my feelings tonight. I hope he likes me back. I saw Chan Hyung in the hall.

"Hey hyung, how are you?" I asked with a big smile on my face.

"I'm fine, how are you doing, hyunjin?" Chan Hyung said smiling back to me.

"I'm good too. Do you know where Felix is?"

"Felix? I think he is still with I.N. in the classroom."

"Ok, gotta go,"

"Hey, wait, little tsunder. Tell me, when are you gonna confess your feelings to him?" He shouted from behind because I was running towards the classroom.

"Tonight, I guess," I shouted back as there wasn't anyone else because the classes were already over.

"W-WHAT! YOU GOT THIS BRO" He shouted back giving me a thumbs-up.

Chan and Minho Hyung are the only ones who know I like Felix, but they promise me that they'll not tell him anything.

I just entered the classroom and saw Felix and I.N. talking, I wasn't eavesdropping, but I heard something that made my heartbeat stop. Felix likes someone w-who?

"Love? Felix, do you like someone?" I asked calmly even though I wasn't calm at all. I was scared to hear someone else's name from his mouth, but I had to face the reality, right?

"He likes -" I.N was gonna say, but Felix cut him by saying, "Changbin." It felt like my whole world broke into thousands of pieces. I knew that it wasn't gonna be me, but still, a part of me wanted to hear my name from his mouth. I wanted to cry, but I couldn't in front of him. He sees me as his best friend. I should be happy in his happiness.

"Changbin? So you like Changbin?" I asked clearly to make myself believe that I didn't have a chance and not to have any more hopes.

"Yes," I could hear him clearly.

"Ahh! Good luck with your love life, then I have a basketball match. I gotta go see you guys later. Bye." I said bye and quickly left as I didn't want them to see me cry.

I still love Felix and will do anything for his happiness, even if the one he loves isn't me.

I ran back, tears were falling from my eyes everything was blurry someone was standing there, it was Chan Hyung, I ran and hugged him.

"HYUNJIN! WHAT'S WRONG WHY ARE YOU CRYING? you were happy just a couple of minutes ago."

"H-he doesn't like me, h-hyung he loves Changbin he doesn't love me. The one I love doesn't love me back, hyung, he likes someone else." I sobbed hugging him he hugged me back.

"Calm down, hyunjin, calm down a bit, and tell me what happened in that fucking classroom."

"He told me himself that he likes Changbin. I don't have a chance hyung now if I tell him that I like him it'll only affect our friendship and I don't want him to be uncomfortable with me hyung. What should I do?" I sobbed more in his arms.

"Hyunjin, calm down. You need to rest. Let's go to my house for now." He let me sob in his arms a little more, and then I went to his house. I didn't go to my match either. I was depressed I just shut myself in a room and fell asleep sobbing almost all night.