What made me return well I missed being on the community I'm technically here to make good friends throw the drama behind me I do plan on making a jayden and varian friendship story before he became evil an sweet comfort furry story and an vampire miraclous love story I still sing but when I want to when I'm alone my brain felt so hazzy after I got better from the pain my haters on Snapchat gave me I'm thankful for the good people in my life I made a few online nicer friends in the end they understood what I was going through I even talked to others about the sadness I never faked what I felt it was all real I almost cut myself before I got nails done I'm still finishing my school year til I turn 21 officially I will be going to Mayfield college program to study for writing my own stuff plus music I in fact gotten better with the complicated family drama I started hanging out with my family now we watched movies/half of a show together it felt amazing it seems like things are going well