The Bad girls playground

Nightmares

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Summers POV: I was shocked at first. I mean who wouldn't be. My aunt handed the door to me and walked back in her office while me and Jeramy had a little staring contest. He was the first to speak,"So, Summer I was uh wondering if we could, I'm maybe..." I raised my eyebrow amused and puckered my bottom lip out,"Awe is the big bad boy nervous?" He rolled his eyes and smirked a little ,"I was just wondering if you wanna go and do something..." I gave him a confused scrunch of the face,"Like a date?" I asked plainly. I felt as if he was a little to quick to respond with "No no no no no! Just two friends hanging out." I shrugged "Mkay biut can I wear what I'm wearing?" He nodded. I threw my hair in a quick ponytail and yelled goodbye to my aunt. We walked down the driveway and he tossed me a helmet. I rolled my eyes, how much more cliche could this boy get? Smiling at that thought, I wrapped my arms around him and we started off.

Goosebumps covered my back as the wind blew my hair about. We finally parked and got off. I took my helmet off and looked around. It was a cute mini golf course. Kids that reminded me of Christiano were running around just trying to have fun while their mothers were chasing them. There also were some kids our age. As I was awing the colorfulness of it all I heard behind me,"Ready to get your ass kicked?" I could practically hear his smirk. I smirked and turned out,"Your so on Mcall." We paid and got our clubs and started at the first hole. All of them were moderately easy. Nearing the end of the game Jeremy had me by a couple points so I had to make a hole in one to beat him. We made it to the last one and it had a light up windmill that was slightly intimidating but I was determined. My tongue slightly poked out of my mouth as I got ready for the shot. My purple tip hit the ball at a perfect force where it made it in through the spinning wheel and in the hole. "Ha! Beat that bitch!" I got up in his face and he just rolled his eyes amused.

It eventually took him 4 hits but he finally made it into the hole and I won. By now it was dark and cold. We walked back to the motorcycle and I danced around him "I won, you lost, I won I won!" I was poking his cheeks as I did this and suddenly he grabbed my two hands and came very close. "Would you quit it?" His breath fanned against my lips and he leaned in. I quickly turned my cheek and he's nose crashed into it. I laughed and freed myself and started walking back to the bike. The wind whipped around my hair and I got goosebumps all over my body. Jeremy ran up to me as put his warmed leather jacket on me. "Guess a bando and sweatpants isn't enough in New Jersey huh?" He laughed and I smiled down at my shoes. "Yeah I guess not." We both hopped on his bike and he drove me home.

Jeremy dropped me off at My aunts house at 9. I nodded to my aunt and went straight to my room. I was exhausted. My body hurt from all work I did today. I threw on a large shirt of my dad's that I kept from when he left. I normally just wear an old shirt to bed. 'It smelled like him' I thought. My dad and I were really close. We did everything together, baseball games, cooking, and so much more. I tear leaked out of my way and I quickly wiped it. He left me. Well, us I guess. He claimed he was in love with someone else even knowing my mom was two months pregnant. I quickly got ok deep into my thoughts and fell asleep.
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I've had this nightmare many time before, actually it's better described as a bad memory I've packed away. He was packing. He was packing and leaving us behind like a bad memory you want to erase. It was all my fault too, I introduced them, I pushed him away when he told me, now he's leaving. After thinking this again, I slit my upper thigh again. Right below my panty line there were too many acts to count. And they all happened in a number of 2 weeks. The blood trickled out and I winced. It's all my fault, another 2 slits, I introduced them 3 this time , now he's leaving us, 5 more, I pushed him away it's my fault, 2 slits. All I remember after that is Antwon walking in on me as I was about to pass out. Blood was running down my legs and all I could think was 'I deserve this, I broke our happy family and I deserve to die'
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"I deserve to die!" Tears were streaming down my face as I screamed this. I was awoken from my horrible past. I curled up in a ball and was rocking back and forth. I couldn't breathe I was shaking. My aunt rushed in my room and tried to hold me but I flinched away. She sighed and sat on my bed,"Just tell me what I can do for you." My voice was so small you could barely even hear it,"Please just get me Antwon." She nodded and just walked down stairs. I sighed this'll be a long night.
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Hey I'm back :). I hope you liked this chapter we get a little glimpse of Summer's past. I had a hard writing this because it deals with such serious situation some teenagers go through. We see a little bit of Jeremy and Summer action. Do you ship them? Anyway I'll be updating a lot more now. I haven't decided a schedule yet but I'll think of it soon. Thanks for reading!

--Selfie--