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MY CURRENT THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS

I sometimes feel like I want to do something, but I can't bring myself  I to do it, then I just get angry. I feel bad because I usually take it out on my parents. they don't deserve it. I don't now how to feel about school these days. I get excited for the classes I like and then get so genuinely frustrated when I have a class I don't like. I picked five subjects other than maths and english, because they are mandatory ;

Drama-

I'm good at drama. I understand it. I enjoy it. my teacher says i'm one of the best in my class. I'm always proud of myself when I leave drama. 

Music-

Music is the same. I love it. I'm good at it. I never want to leave my class.

Religious studies-

I enjoy RMPS. I understand the work but sometimes my class is insufferable, not the teacher, the students. I get out of that class and find that I never want to go back. I like my RMPS class other than the fact that the people in my class are selfish, annoying, stupid low-lives who are just there to waste the teachers time.

Photography-

I enjoy photography, but only when we're taking photos. I don't like the writing. End of.

Modern Studies-

Take a guess at how I feel about modern studies. I hate it so much. The teacher makes me want to puke, the work does the same. Someone please save me from my modern studies class.

That's it. Those are the classes I take.

NOTES FROM THE DAY THAT I WANT TO SHARE

The only things that you can control in life , are the things that should be your priorities. I have a math test coming up and one thing I can control is how much I study for it. So, I think the best thing for me to do is study as much as I can. It just feels like what I want.

SONG / PLAYLIST OF THE DAY

I've been listening to my playlist for when i want to dance around my room and feel like i'm in a happy movie all day today. 

HIGHLIGHTS

- Left Hand Free, Alt J

-Let her dance, The Bobby Fuller Four

-More than a woman, Bee Gees


With love, thankyou for reading. Stay safe, be kind, brush your teeth.

love you x

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