I was only temporary. -Alejandro-

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Angst→Smut→Fluff.

Requested by: portalsfairy.

Warnings; Hickeys, short as fuck 💀🙏🏻.
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You and Alejandro had been married for a few years, but as of late, you had been worried about things that you felt were stupid, but regardless, you feared they were true. You feared your husband, of all people didn't love you, having thoughts of 'Does he even really love me?' 'Fuck, him and Dominic have been talking wayyy more than usual..' These things plauged your mind, even currently while you were laying with him, you realized that maybe he wanted a divorce. Maybe he had been cheating on you. Maybe. Ale got up not much longer after you started to overthink more, and just as he left, a single tear rolled down your cheek. Jealousy began to take over these thoughts, but, you had to accept that, Alejandro was a busy man. The Colonel of a whole team, so maybe he was just talking to Dominic because he had to.

Finally though, you had gotten the courage to tell him how you felt, and this unfortunately ended in an argument, not a terrible one but one that you had expected. After telling him your thoughts the last couple words you could get out were; "Okay look! I'm not saying I don't love you anymore! All I'm saying is that you can find someone better, someone who can love you properly, okay? So y'know what, I think it'd be best if we got a div-" Alejandro stopped you there. You tried speaking up again, Alejandro stopped you again, a hand going over your mouth, "Shush, that's enough of that nonsense, yeah?" Alejandro looked down at you, you didn't even bother to look him in the eye. You had tears swelling in your eyes, a sign of weakness, a sign you didn't want him too see. But, Alejandro didn't exactly agree to the lack of eye contact, "C'mon amor I'm not mad at you, please look at me?" You glanced up at him and he just smiled at you. Pulling you into a brief kiss, "Don't you dare think like that again, you should know damn well I love you, and if you don't I can remind you a hundred times a day if I need too." He ended his statement by, removing his hand, pulling you into a gentle hug and, wiping the few tears from your eyes, "How about I take your mind off of this whole mess, ah?"

Alejandro looked you over, "You're okay with me doing that though, right amor?" You nodded, he didn't budge, he wanted you to tell him you were okay with it, a nod wasn't enough. "Yeah, yeah, I'm fine with it, Ale." He checked once more, and with that double confirmation, he had you sit on the bed, Alejandro rubbed over your body, thighs, chest, really wherever he could reach, he was being gentle, loving. Alejandro got you out of your clothes, admiring your body, he kissed your neck, leaving an excessive amout of hickeys, just a little something to inform you that he loved you, and he just wanted to show that off. His kisses, bites, and hickeys went down your chest, you hummed softly. He pulled back up, laying you back, drawing you into a loving kiss, "I love you so much, amor, and I don't want you thinking of such stupid things." You smiled at him, you truly did love him and god did he love you, and god did he want to show you.

After Alejandro had laid you back, he kissed and rubbed over your body, you watched his movements every now and again. He seemed to take notice, "Intrigued by me, chico amante?" You nodded a bit, and Alejandro simply chuckled, he moved off of you for a moment, grabbing a bottle of lube from the bedside table, pouring it on two fingers before pressing them into your ass, the cold liquid caused you to shudder, you looked up at him as he prepped you, your eyes rolled back as he rubbed your prostate with the tips of his fingers, he scissored his fingers in different directions, you took every motion he did with a grain of salt, the feeling was like no other time you two have had sex. Because, this wasn't you two having sex. This was something more, this was something that you couldn't explain because you didn't understand it yourself.

Once Alejandro had deemed you ready and you had stopped showing any signs of pain, he got some lube onto his cock, and slowly thrusted into you. You moaned softly, and grabbed Alejandro's arms, he hummed softly, attempting to soothe you of your pain, "It's alright love, the pain will end in a minute." And he was right, after a minute the pain was gone, and in its place came pleasure. Alejandro waited for you to tell him to begin to move, which was not long, he started slow, waiting to hear your vocal cues telling him wether or not to speed up. And you told him to speed up, not much but you still wanted him too, his thrusts not too fast but, they were passionate, and deep. Truly loving. You hummed softly as Alejandro steadily thrusted into you, praising you as he did, calling ypu loving things in spanish, he was truly glad that you trusted him to do things like this.

As Alejandro fucked you, your thoughts continued to race, but little by little your thoughts dissipated, your worries all leaving you. When you started to feel close is when Alejandro started to praise you more, continuing his thrusts, of which slowly sped up. He began to pound into you one final thing was audible before you both came, "I don't ever want you thinking like that again, alright, chico amante?" You nodded just as that blinding white release hit you like a truck. Alejandro came inside you, letting you relax before he pulled out, making sure you were okay, he picked you up and carried you to the bathroom, he set you down on the counter in the bathroom, getting the water set to warm from the spout to make the water fill up in the tub. He set you in, climbing in behind you, rubbing your tense muscles, he cleaned you up and got you out, re-dressing you and set you into bed, rubbing your back massaging out every last worry that you had.

Alejandro kissed you once more, making sure he had proven his point of making you know that he loved you, and by God did he love you alot.

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