Greetings, I've stepped outside of my territory to bay about my daily trivialities, the confessions of a hound in a human disguise. Although, I cannot take the mask fully off, as much as I wish to...
The psychological adult alterhuman, full time mutt.
My more active theriotypes are the wolfdog and a livestock guardian dog (between a Central Asian Shepard and the Kangal Shepard ). My other theriotypes are the Spanish Bull and some breed of draft horse.
The majority of my childhood was met with the persistent feeling of otherness, whether it was a combination of my neurodivergence and my nonhumanity, I found it a great trouble to truly connect with humans. While yes, I see myself physically as part of the homosapien species, I do not connect psychologically to that part of myself. Mind you - humans are wonderful being, some of the most gentle and destructive creatures. I hold no hatred towards what is not myself.
Simply, I find communication between canines, cervidaes and equines easier to understand than the complexities of human socialization. Many of my day to day behaviors mimic more so my theriotypes, and expressing those behaviors is liberating.
However! As the rest of the planet, I too and living your typical human life of work and study, toiling away at my laptop, being a student and pushing forward within the concrete jungle of my surroundings. I am the working dog - online.
Hopefully my words might bring community to those with similar experiences, and shed light onto possibly newer modes of thought in the act of self-expression.
