High enough.

work | mara

And here I am getting ready for my first day at seattle grace. I want to just stay at home. But given that I can't miss my first day I just cover my bruises from yesterday. I need a drink. But rightnow I can't drink. I hope this meredith is nice because I really don't have the energy right now to argue. I need to put my clothes on. I go to my wardrobe, its very small because I left most things in Washington. I just had to leave as far as I could. So I get my blue jeans and my red top. I get a coat and my purse and leave. I go to my car. Its one of these red toyota corollas got the cheapest car I found. I get in the car and go right to the hospital.
"Hey do you have an appointment" a nice lady at the reception asks "No uhm today should be my first day working here and I really don't know where I need to go" I said. "Yeah wait just a sec" she said "hey longtime no see right" derek shepherd said. "Hey yeah I have no clue where to go to start im very confused, this hospital is massive, the old one I worked at was so small." I said "oh well I can show you around and tell you where to go." He said "thank you" "after you" so he showed me around and showed me the chiefs office where I should be going to say that Im here. "Hey you must be the new pediatric surgeon we hired right? And Hi doctor shepherd." The chief said. "Yes hi Im doctor Mara grey." "Im doctor webber." He says. "So I see doctor shepherd is showing you around." "Yes" "well then when you are done I'd like you to meet doctor arizona robbins our chief of pediatrics just go to the pediatric and you will meet her" he says. "Okay Bye doc. Webber" "goodbye" so me and derek shepherd go and he shows me everything until we are at the pediatrics and he goes and lets me talk to doctor arizona robbins. "Hello you must be the new doctor?" "Yes, I am Mara Grey" "Are you like greys sister" "uhm Idk" "well anyways I would like to show you around and show you the resident that is here right now." "Okay" "so here are all the patients rooms" and she explained me literaly everything. "So and this is the resident that you should know because he is here mostly, this is alex karev" "hey haven't seen you here around" "yeah she is new karev." "Hello" I say. This will be intresting I guess "hey uhm. Alex, Meredith and christina need you rightnow." A girl said. "Yeah okay lexie I will be there just give me 2 minutes" karev said. Robbins showed me the patients and said I will start operating today. "Lucas miller. 7 years old needs a appendectomie has surgery in 1 hour." Robbins said "and you will do the surgery okay?" "Yeah okay." She walks away. So I just like get to do surgery today and she trusts me just like that? Wow. I like robbins. "Heyy just wanted to check in hows your day" derek shepherd said. "Yeah good"
"Look if you need to talk about what happened yesterday Im here alright." "Alright." "Well I gotta go I have a aneurysma in 20 minutes bye" "bye."
So thats how it is and will be. He feels sorry for me and tries to befriend me. Well I had worse happen so I don't care. So I am just going to get ready for this surgery. *5min before surgery* oh god I am ready and it will just go fine.

*after surgery*

Okay im done I did it. I need a drink after this day.
"Hey good that I see you here, mara." Derek shepherd says.
"Hey uhm whats up" i ask
"Well would you want to have dinner with me, my wife and my sister and my wifes sister tonight?" He asks. I actually don't but I think I should go.
"Okay. Uhm when." "Well im done in 3 hours I have another surgery and yeah and I could wait for you, meredith and ameilia are both already at home." He says "well im already done I can go home yeah." "Well if you want I could give you the adress and you could already go if you want, lexie, amelia and meredith know already that you are coming I maybe told them before you said yes that you are coming." He said. Yeah. I don't wanna go but I guees I have no choice "okay i guess but first Im going home and change." I said. "Okay Im texting you the adress." He said as I was going towards changing room. So I changed my clothes and went home.  I put on some makeup, cute clothes and a decent hairstyle and I left. I am almost there and I don't want to, I want to have this road be longer than it is, i want it to be 20 minutes long but unfortunatly its so short that I am like seeing the house already and I am there. I get out of the car, and ring rhe doorbell. A woman opens the door "hey im mara, derek told me you knew that he invited me to dinner tonight." "Ah yes hey im amelia, come in. These two are meredith and lexie." She said. I need a drink.