Later
Kirsten POV:
Everytime i look at you i just want run up to you ,hug you
*Beat*
kiss you
*Beat*
Run my hands though you your hair
*Beat*
Tell you how much i love you
*Beat*
Tell you how much i care
*Beat*
Tell you that your special
*Beat*
Tell you that i'll be there
*Beat*
"Why do you do this to me?" I thought to myself.
Everytime i see you I just freeze. My heart starts to quicken, my cheeks get hot, my palms get sweaty all my brain can think about is You. Even when my friends mention you, even when anyone mentions you, I immediately snap my attention.
My friends tell me i should just confess but im scared what if you don't want to hug me,
Kiss me, Run your hands through my hair,Tell me how much you love me, Tell me how much you care,Tell me that I'm special,Tell me that you'll be there. So I guess I'll just admire you from afar,admiring you for who you are and maybe you'll like me , maybe you won't. i guess i'll never know
Slowly, I turned my head towards the window. Wishing you'd notice me and not for a pen or a pencil or for the notes from the board but for me the real me. Sighing, I turned my head back to the board delicately placing one hand on my soft cheek(drop the skin care routine) then turning to you.
"Oh Ryan," I thought to myself.
"If only you notice what you do to me".
"If only you knew how much your existence affected me".
"If only you knew how my heart yearns for you".
"How much I need no ...crave you".
"How much I crave your touch, your voice, your lips".
"If only you knew how much I want you, how much I love you...".
I love you Ryan,I Kirsten ppleton love you I just want to scream your name to the rooftops, I want the whole world to know... I want YOU to know but ... that will never happen will it? Because I'm too scared to tell, so I guess I'll just wait here until you do,wishing that you love me too.
