Until i met him. (whippyseat, HFJONE)

angsty onesided whateva

i might turn this into a whippyseat oneshot book uhh hel what do you think about this

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(different storyline from previous chapter btw)

Whippy Creamy's POV

Woah, honestly this Subway Seat guy is pretty cool. We've been a pretty good duo! we do almost everything together! that's pretty cool. I hope we become best friends forever.

Subway Seat's POV

I find myself approaching Whippy Creamy. just wanted to strike up a conversation with him, y'know? "Hey Whippy! Whatcha up to?" I asked him, I had nothing to do.

"Well, nothing much! Earlier I Just hanging out with the others and.."

My mind went blank. All sounds are fading out, he was talking but.. i felt some sort of jealousy. Nah, It can't get this bad. Or will it?

"Hello?"

"Subway?"

"Subway Seat! Hello?!"

"Are you there?! Subway!"

I snapped out of reality and looked at Whippy Creamy, who seemed to be worried. I let out a small nervous chuckle, and replied with a casual "Oh, sorry." I just smiled at him, he smiled back. "It's all good, are you okay by the way?" He asked me, i was quiet for some moment, but yeah.. i should speak, I don't want him to worry about me. Why would he even worry about me anyway? "I'm fine." I muttered, "I'll might have to go now. Sorry, bye!" I waved at him and he waved back, he seemed a little bit concerned though. I turn around and push myself up with my two arms and uses them like legs to walk. I mean, atleast it's better than getting Whippy Creamy to push me or whatever.

I didn't know where i was about to go, but just reached an unexpectedly calming place. Even though there's no one around near me, i actually prefer public spaces. I got used to them, but maybe being alone is better? I put my arms to the side and just relaxed peacefully.

There's still some part of me that didn't want me to relax.

I couldn't do it

I couldn't relax

What's happening?

I sighed and looked down to the ground, I've been feeling not good lately. Is it because I catched feelings for Whippy Creamy? Oh god..

he will never love me back.

i started tearing up a little, wait.. I've never cried before, did I? how do I prevent this from happening?! I can't let anyone see me! I wipe my tears off, although i let out some small and quiet whimpers because somehow I was crying.

(THE WHIMPERS ARE NOT SEXUAL STUFFS!!!!!)

I have a feeling that they might hear me.

I feel like shit. I've never felt this way before! I don't like this feeling. How do I calm down? I like the feeling of being cheerful more. I wanna stop myself. I can't. Why am I like this?

3RD PERSON

Subway Seat started to tear up, he started to slowly cry. the thoughts of something bad kept on filling Subway Seat's mind. He hated that feeling, he was getting overwhelmed, he never felt this. he had this one fear that Whippy Creamy would abandon him. He didn't have much people left by his side, he wiped his tears off again and again, but tears kept on falling down from his eyes.

Subway Seat didn't want this to happen. He slowly calmed down, yet he still felt insanely bad. he hated this!

Subway Seat's POV

I tried my best to calm down, i hate this feeling so much.. VERY much. how does this even happen? I... I.. HATE THIS SO MUCH.

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what if I just die?

I felt something nudging me, I also heard a familiar voice.

"Subway?"

I recognized it, I turned around and saw..

Whippy Creamy.

Whippy Creamy looked genuinely concerned and worried about me, despite me being embarrassed. I just replied with a classical hello. "Dude, were you crying?" He asked me with a worried tone, I didn't really wanted to respond. I just stayed quiet and shook my head no. (how does that even work lmao) he looked at me with a strange look. "I doubt that. Talk to me, it's alright." Whippy Creamy said to me. I look at him, and I just know he doesn't like me romantically.

I didn't wanted to respond.

I was scared.

"I'm sorry."