"Be nice pwease..." (Minsung)

♡°☆Chapter Fifty Two☆°♡

Jisung's POV

I woke up with a headache. It wasn't really pleasant but what can I do? I took time to closely admire the beautiful piece of art who was in front of me. I will never be tired of watching him.. But it's his fault for being this pretty! I tried to get out of bed without waking Minho up and I made my way to the kitchen. I noticed that Eunjoo was still in bed. I have to think about thanking her later for yesterday night... I surely scared her.

In the kitchen, I make myself breakfast and I take advantage of the silence in the house to think. Why can't I forget her.... Why can't I forget what happen..? I'm tired of all these nightmares!! Tired to harm myself without knowing! Tired to see people taking care of me... I mean.. yeah I'm supposed to be cared for because of my little side, but it was better before... now when I'm making these nightmares, I just think I'm a burden... especially with Minho hyung. I can't count the number of times I woke him up in the middle of the night since I left the real nightmare... But wasn't they supposed to disappear? I came here for that no? But what if I really am a burden? What can I do? I need him... I need them.. I need everyone I have now. Because they are the real people who really cared about me...

Okay Jisung! Don't be like those Y/n on Wattpad that think that no one really cared about her after she had a trauma and that everyone wanted to take care of and help her! Yes I have trauma! But I won't let them take over me! Everyone loves to take care of me! I'm not a burden! I'm their baby like they love to say.

"Are you okay Hannie?" A male voice ask me.

I turn to the voice and I see Jaymin.

"Yes of course. Why wouldn't I?" I ask.

My boyfriend's dad looks at me with slight wide eyes.

"O-oh.. Jisung... Hi... didn't think you'd slip back after what happened yesterday night..."

"Yeah I know... But I didn't feel like staying Hannie this morning..."

"That's okay. But know that we will always be open by your little side and that you will never be a burden." Jaymin said with a little smile.

I look at him with a questioning look.

"Why are you telling me this..?"

His gazed traveled to the floor, looking at it like he was in shame and he put his hand together. After five seconds that seems like five minutes, he finally switch his gaze on me. He looks so suspicious like this.

"B-because I read somewhere that when someone had live traumatic experience they often think they are a burden to everyone and that kind of scene always put drama into the life and-"

"You read that on Wattpad didn't you?" I interrupt. He looks back at me with shame.

He paused. It took a really long time before he restarted talking.

"If I say yes.... would you judge me?"

It could be funny in reality. But I'm not mean.

"Yes. Seriously, who reads Wattpad those days?" I joke.

Silence. I finally burst out laughing.

"What is funny?" He asks, clearly hurt by my comments from earlier.

"It was a joke! Of course I'm not judging you!"

Jaymin sight in relief.

"Phew! Because some people think that at my age, it's weird to read fanfiction!"