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Fifty Two

PRIVATE CHAT

biggest fan🤩🤩

biggest fan🤩🤩
hey

tessa
hey lando

biggest fan🤩🤩
...how are you?

tessa
oh im great
the whole world officially hates me and my boyfriend has asked for a break
how are you?

biggest fan🤩🤩
you know charles is only asking for a break to protect you?
he feels really guilty

tessa
yeah i know
still sucks tho
and i just cant help but feel its not a break but the end

biggest fan🤩🤩
it'll be fine
you and charles are in love
like love love

tessa
sometimes love isnt enough

biggest fan🤩🤩
...shit tessa are you actually thinking of breaking up with him?

tessa
what? no!
i dont want to break up with him
i just feel he might not want to stay with me anymore
i think i fucked things up hanging out with hannah

biggest fan🤩🤩
i dont know
charles talked to me about that
i mean he wasnt elated about it obviously
but he saw you were happy and thats what he cared about most

tessa
yeah
but now im having a break with both of them
and i cant see any of you guys
so yay for me

biggest fan🤩🤩
im sorry tessa
seriously

tessa
its alright
thank you for texting me

biggest fan🤩🤩
any time

⇥ SONG WRITING PROCRASTINATION CLUB + JENNA ⇤

[livy💜 conman😎, wifey🥰, tessa]

livy💜
hey darling
how are you going

tessa
im going alright

conman😎
you've been locked up in your apartment for a few days

tessa
yeah
lots of crying and ice cream eating

wifey🥰
can we come see you now?

tessa
...
yeah sure

conman😎
we'll be there in twenty

PRIVATE CHAT

conman😎

conman😎
you've been in the bathroom for fifteen minutes

tessa
oh
sorry

conman😎
dont be
we can go if you want

tessa
no its fine
i just had some stuff on my mind

conman😎
writing songs?

tessa
what?

conman😎
i saw some pages in your room
are you writing break up songs about him?

tessai cant help itit feels like its overand this is the only way i know how to cope

conman😎
its alright
you wanna come out now?

tessa
yeah...

Theresa put her phone away and opened the bathroom door, walking back to her living room where her three friends sat spread across the couch and, in Conan's case, the floor. They all looked up when she entered, and Theresa had the familiar urge to run away and cry. 

These were her friends though, so she took a deep breath and sat down with them, trying to ignore their questioning gazes.

"Want to watch a movie?"

Tessa smiled at Olivia's suggestion, feeling calmer. The smile felt stiff though, as everything seemed to feel after leaving Mexico. She couldn't stop the crippling fear taking over her that she was going to lose Charles. That this 'break' was going turn into a break up. 

She missed him a lot. She hadn't realised how used to being with him she'd gotten until she had to spend time apart from him. It was lonely, really lonely. She hadn't felt this bad about someone since after Cameron, and the comparison made her want to hit something. Namely her ex boyfriend's face, but she could settle for a pillow.

She just missed Charles.

She hoped he missed her too.