Never Believed Until Now {Hollie 1D}

Chapter 1: Into the past

Hollie's POV

**12 yeas old**

My boy friend Travis has just broke up with me. He was the love of my life and now he was gone. I found out he never really loved me. Ya know, it's hard trying to be special for someone who doesn't even like you. I love him so much, but he just let it all go like I was a dumb rag doll. I can't believe I even liked him! I should've realized he was a peace of shit peanut head. I was so depressed for months. That means months that I had a hidden knife, cutting my wrists before I went to sleep and when I woke up. That's means months of taking 30 different pills a day. That means months of being stalked by your mother, father, doctor, nurse, and psychiatrist.

"Bekky. Please come down stairs sweetheart." My father spoke out from downstairs. I rolled my eyes and walked down the cold wooden steps. I sat down on a stool close to him. 'Yes?" I asked spinning around in the stool. "Your mother and I want you to know how much we love you. But we can't take all this depression from a 12 year old girl. This is affecting the growth of your brother. He also thinks its okay to act like this. We are thinking about sending you to Radly Mental Facitlity." He said while pouring baby Mace some cereal. I rolled my eyes. "Dad, can I walk to the playground?" I asked him. He nodded. I dashed upstairs and changed into shorts and a plain tshirt. Then I grabbed a bag and filled it with clothes, books, my phone and charger, camera, and blanket and pillow. I dropped the bag out of my window and ran outside, and out the door. I went into the backyard a picked it up then began my way around. I was running away for good. Hopefully they forget about me.

While I was gone, I saw missing posters of me everywhere. What's the point in going back if they are going to ship me away again?! I would stay at librarys, hang out in stores, I snuck in at night to sleep at my friend Lucy's house. This went on for 3 years, until I got tattoos, piercings, dyed my hair, changed my name to Hollie, and got rolled in school again.

4 years passed and I was making good grades, "Bekky" was still missing, I was living the life. Then when I turned 19, I decided to leave my life behind and I packed up in the middle of the night and left. A few days later, I bought a ticket to Homes Chappel. That day is tomorrow.

A/N

Hey Sexy Coffeecups! Hope you enjoy this chapter. The first really really actually chapter is next. But since its like 4 am, I might go to sleep soon. It will get more interesting, I promise! Lol goodnight lovelies!

~Rainbow<3