How You Like Me Now?

Chapter 6

Naomi POV

I heard something beeping beside me. I rub my eyes. Where am I? "Hello Miss Harris." I saw a lady standing beside. I quickly got up.

She push me back down. "Calm down, you need to rest." She said. I am so confuse.

"Where am I? How did I get here?" Tears filled up in my eyes. I see I was laying in a hospital bed.

"You are in the hospital. A therapist will be here shortly to explain everything to you." She smiles at me. A therapist for what? Where is CJ and Trey at?

I felt a headache start to grow. All these questions coming to me all at one time. "Okay but I-." A black man in a white coat walked in. The lady doctor walk over to them whispering to each other. They man look at me with sympathy. The lady look at me and then walk out the room.

"Hey Miss Harris." He grab a chair and sat down beside my bed.

"Hello." I said. I saw home holding a clip board with clean white paper. He had a pencil behind his ear. He was a fine doctor. I can tell he works out by how built his muscles are.

"I am going to be your therapist for awhile. My name is doctor Victor Haynes but call me Victor." He gave me a warm smile.

"Why are here? Why am I here?" I ask.

"Well Naomi its sad to say this but you were rape. I am here to help you  You can tell me anything about how you feel about this situation. I am here to help you." He looks very serious.

"I w-a-as r-rape." Tears start to come down my eyes. The memories start to come back from what happen.

"Yes, let it all out. We can talk about it if you want to?" He gets up and rubs my back. I kept on crying.

He hands me a box of tissues. I wipe my face. "This is not my first time being rape. I was rape by three men and one of those men rape me again. He touch me! He touch where I didn't want to be touch! I have always been looked at in sexual ways even at home. My mom's boyfriend, Tony looks at me that type of way. He sometimes use to come in my room at night and just touch and I wouldn't know what to do because I was just nine." I told him as I saw him writing everything I said down on the clip board.

"So I want to start from when you were little girl how your life then?" He really wants to help me.

"My life when I was little girl was amazing. Even though I didn't know my dad I was happy playing with my two brothers. My mom was happy caring always had a smile on her face. But when she start hanging out with Tony that's when everything started going down hill. When they first meet, Tony use to smoke and drink a lot. He smoke right in front of me and I would just sit and watch." I always hated Tony.

"Then later on my mom start doing exactly what Tony was doing. That's when she start being abusive to me. She would tell me I am worthless little hoe. I will never get a man how ugly and fat I am! Lyric my other sister was always my moms favorite. She would get everything she want but my and my brothers would be left out. Tony moved in with us and some nights he would touch me saying he was checking up on me and I would let him. His touch would always felt so dirty and unclean." I look at my body remembering those memories.

"What it seems like you have been through a lot doing your life. I know its going to be hard to get over these things. What I am going to have you to do is some homework. It really easy and simple. I want you to start writing things from your past that were good things and then right bad things that happen in your past and I am going to read it." He handed me a baby blue journal. I took it.

"Can I write other things in here that I don't feel like talking about to you, so I just rather write it down?" He shook his head 'yes'.

"I will be seeing tomorrow so get well." He smiles at me. He gets up from his chair and walks out the door.