The Feeling

am i okay?

So in this chapter it will be all about her school life.

Clari's pov

So today is the last day of school thank god the hell is over I think I get up and shower next I pic an out fit the most easiest part of my day see im the kind of girl that walks to school everyday in joggers a tee-shirt and converse and a messy bun I just dont have time to look pretty it's just no point if your called ugly everyday of your life. Might as well look the way im called

Bus rid
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Chloe: we saved a seat for the whore on the floor
(kids laugh)

Ughh Chloe she's the school's queen and worst thing is she's the principal's daughter

Clair: shut up bitch

Chloe: the only bitch here is you slut

Clair: does someone hear a rat squeaking wait its the wicked bitch of the west

Chloe: whatever fat monkey you belong in a jungle

Clair: well I guess your not the only one lost

Kids: (oohh)

Clair: perfect I expect this silence from you every day dont cross me if you don't know me bitch I will hurt you.

Chloe: (gasp)

School
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Today I only have to go to one class and we have to present a poem she said she doesn't care what it's about so ill do whatever comes to heart

poem: NOBODY EVEN KNEW

Nobody even knew me
nobody even knew my pain
my hurt my frustration
my insecurity
my thoughts of wanting to die
My thoughts of a better life
My thoughts of not being called
A whore
My thoughts of not being called
A dick sucker
My thoughts of not being called
Useless.

Well those are my thoughts
The thoughts that I knew nobody would ever care about
The thoughts I knew nobody would even want to hear
Those are the thoughts I keep in
Those are the thoughts that I
Keep thinking about
You may think that im
the typical girl that just
happened to be the one
that gets bullied out
of 700 kids the typical girl that just
Happened to get rapped everyday
The typical girl that gets
threats from people that
hate her the typical girl
That just happened to get called
A skank
The typical girl that just happened to be called a prostitute
The typical girl that just happened to be called Useless and a waist of a life.
Well most may think hey the
Bitch can handle it she got herself in this mess well tell me
Plz how exactly did I get
Myself called all types of shit
How did I get myself to be
Abused and harassed
To me its nonsense
Want to know me
Well all you have do to Is try
Try and see how my life is
Try and see how I feel
Try and see how it feels to want to kill yourself
Try and feel my feelings those are
The Feeling.

Teacher(Mrs dona): well that was very sympathetic and emotional plz have a seat whos next.

Ringgggg

Dona:well I guess thats the bell you are all dismissed

Finally time to hang out with my one and only friend Melanie but I call her Mel

Afterschool pool party (yup pool at the school)

I really didn't want to go to one this stupid ass party but who cares not like im getting In the pool just there for the free food duh

Mel: dude seriously you should get in the pool you look lost just standing there eating food

Clair: the position I shall stay in

Mel: ugh fine. She says as she dives in the pool again

Chloe: oohh guess what the cat dragged in a lost rat hey boys pets have someone
The water is just waiting for you Clair
Clair: what are you talking about? Get away im allergic to plastic

Chloe: boys pick her up. She says and the next thing I know being picked up

Clair: put me down!

Chloe: 1....2...3..splash

The next thing I noticed is that im in water its getting heavy I cant breathe nor swim I see a beautiful bright light should I stay or should I let go. But the question is am I okay? will I be okay?

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Will she stay or let go?

Sorry if it's too short