Obsession (MuzanxTanjiro)

Chapter Fourteen

Muzan p.o.v

  I feel it.. my surroundings stop moving my heart beats louder than usual as if telling me to move but my body won't listen, everything become slower and before I could think my body moves on it's own choking Yukiro  " Why? " I ask him hundreds times but he did not intend to answer me he keep his crazy smile on his face that makes me tear him to pieces " I just clean the dirt that cling at you, a dirt that separates us Muzan I love you from the very beginning until the end but because of this garbage who stole you from me and make you do some stupid things it's make my blood boiled how could he a mere human demand for eternal happiness with you while me is suffering this hell alone , how could I let that happen? Tell me , Muzan? " He ask me but I didn't answer because a idea entered my head after rocking my 8 brain of what I need to do the idea of making Tanjiro a demon is the only solution I could ever do know that it's within my plan to make him a demon but with his approval but I could not lose him not this time again.

I throw him away and run to get Tanjiro and do the thing I need to do I can't understand my self in that critical moment my 8 brains stop functioning as if I die. I bite him and transferred my blood to him, enough to make him demon. After a while Tanjiro woke up and seem to be in a daze as if he's looking at something that hurt him  " My love, Tanjiro? " I called him and approached him slowly " My love? " I called again and this time he look at me with sadness I don't understand why he is acting like this, " My love what happen? " I ask him.  " you won't leave me right? " He ask me while tearing up  " of course, how could I leave you when you are my life and my strength " I said and caress his checks
" you really won't? " he ask as if asking for assurances. " I won't. I want you to stay with me eternally, love me , take care of me and make me happy it's same to you I want you to be happy, be love and I take care of you just stay with me " I say and hug him " your my sun and my warmth, my light in this darkness my hope in this hopeless world and my weakness  Tanjiro even the world will go against us I'll  fight and let you sit and watch me how I protect our love I know I sounded like a liar but it's true you are my everything I can't lose you not you, it's fine if everything to me are gone not you I can't stand it I really can't stand it " I continue while hugging him and whisper my love to him I feel that he hug me back " you are not in love with Yukiro ?, your not using me? " he ask as a whisper " I won't used you not once nor in the future, your my precious and rare treasure that I posses how could I let you do something that will hurt you. Don't listen to Yukiro's words he want to break us apart, ok? " I continue to rub his hair and hug him  all I think is we're the only person here right now I don't care about the surrounding or what this humans think of me as long as I save him and be with him I am contented

" wait Muzan.. ..  what.. what are doing? Why? Why did you save him? He is nothing but a pest that cling at you.. .. come on I am the one you love not him.. .. Muzan look at me not him .. .. I'm the one who stay at your side when you are at your lowest  and it took me years before you trust and love me .. .. why? Why him?  " Yukiro ask me and keep struggling to the hashira who held him captive " I do not love you from the start I only trust you.. .. Tanjiro was very different from you he is my everything I only not trust him but I am fine if he used me, torment me or anything that make him happy I am willing to do anything for him that's why he is far away from you " I said in a serious tone and look at his eyes  " I love him with all my heart " I continue while looking at Tanjiro with full of love  " I know that all the demons who eat humans was your doing I only have the the 'Kizuki' I did not create any demon other than those 12 " I said and look at him with full of hatred " but I did not correct their suspicions to me but bear with you sin.. .. now tell me Yukiro, who is the one who destroy my trust? It is me or you? " I ask him  " Yukiro this is the last and only chance I gave you and never appeared in my eyes nor approach my Tanjiro I will definitely kill you " i warn him and carry Tanjiro to finish our wedding.  " hashiras now you know who is really behind in those thousands of years of Killing stop pursuing me and persecute the real culprit " I said to the hashira and disappeared.

" No.. .. No.. you can't .. .. you can't .. you can't do this to me.. I'm the one you truly love.. .. not that fake.. .. Muzan.. .. Muzan.. ..  " Yukiro murmured and look at me with those empty eyes

Maybe I loved him before.. .. not until I meet my sunshine who gave light to me I was able to do a things that I swear that I would never do until I meet him, he melt my heart that became a stone.. I keep waiting for him (Yukiro) to come back so that I can have someone whom I trust and rely but it's very different when someone rely and trust you and same goes to me I can rely and trust him he make me comfortable and put my heart and mind with ease I don't need to act strong in from of him and I can be myself it's my first time to feel this way and that's make me stay there and grasp it with both hands so that it won't escape but the light will lose if I grasp tightly I need to loosen a bit so it keep shining because of him I understand what it's mean to calm and think carefully so that I won't lose what is important to me.. .. and that Tanjiro I can't lose him not to anyone or even in death I will do anything just to make him stay with me and make him happy.

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