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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 20

𝑨 𝑭𝒆𝒘 𝑴𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒉𝒔 𝑳𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒓:

𝑬𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒂𝒔 𝒑𝒐𝒗:

So I've recently been depressed since what happened at the store.

I looked at the news and saw that the people who did it were recently shot up but one of them are in a coma.

Ive been having nightmares and I don't even like leaving the house anymore.

Ricky has been distant and kinda weird around me like he doesn't want to be with me.

Hazel told me that the doctors think alex won't make it and I feel really bad knowing it was my fault.

I heard a knock coming from the front door so I told up and opened my room door.

I went downstairs and unlocked the door but i was surprised to see Xavier standing at my door.

Me: What are you doing here?

Xavier: I wanted to see you and talk.

Me: Look I don't want Ricky to come and see you here.

Xavier: I'm not here for that and ricky is at sum party right now anyway. What the fuck does he mean party?

Me: Fine come in. I moved from the door frame and Xavier walked in and went to the couch.

I closed and locked the door behind me then I walked to the couch.

Me: What do you want?

Xavier: I wanna tell you that I'm sorry what happened and I wanna be cool. Wow he looked serious and I nodded.

Me: You know you could of just texted me this. Xavier chuckled and I smiled.

Xavier: Well turns out you blocked me so. Oh shit I did after what happened at the party.

Me: Oh I'm sorry. I picked up my phone and unblocked him.

Me: There we go. He nodded and gave me a hug then out of nowhere he gave me a kiss.

I still about the kiss but he started getting up but something just didn't want him to leave.

I grabbed his hands and he looked at me confused.

Xavier: Yeah? What the fuck am I doing?

Me: Don't leave yet. He looked kinda surprised then he sat down.

I picked up my phone and did what my instincts told me to do.

I went on my fake account and looked on Ricky's story but he didn't have anything on there so I went to his spam.

I saw some girl sitting on his lap while he smoking.

I should of never trusted his ass again but that doesn't even matter right now.

I texted him and told him that we're over but he didn't see it yet.

Xavier: You just gonna be on the phone the whole time. I felt tears forming in my eyes and Xavier got closer to me.

He gave me and hug and put my head on his chest.