A story I don't know how often I'll upload, 🧍🧍. Your 12 in this btw, a shitty home life and trauma
(Based on me). Making this to cope lol, cover image belongs to walking disaster (walkindsaster) on Instagram!
After a while of waiting the concert was today, you grabbed the clothes you set out for yourself and put it on..the mask to! (How it looks)
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After putting some cologne on (cuz it's so much better then perfume ⁉️) and fixing my shoes I ran to grab my phone and fidget toy for anxiety, and ran to my moms car as she was waiting on me, I got in the front seat and she put the directions in the google maps "Alright..one hour and we'll be there" I just nodded as I looked out the window, after what felt like years we got there..I was bouncing in my seat as my mom parked and we went to wait in to the very front! I wasn't able to stand still as I bounced up and down as we waited, after maybe another 43 minutes the curtains went up and kaisarion started a few seconds later, the lights behind them making there shadows on the curtain before I dropped..my mom had got tickets to be near where Sodo stood when not moving around..I was bouncing up and down as I watched them all, my mom had already disappeared but who was I to realize?! They were all right there and I was in love as I watched them, after that song ended and copia spoke they played the next song, song after song..and somehow sodo had saw me and when cirice was playing he stuck his hand out to me before pulling back and doing his guitar-y things..after a while they played the last song before taking there bows and leaving stage, I frowned sadly and went to talk to my mom but realized she wasn't there.. I looked around without moving and didn't see her, I obviously went into a panic as everyone left the venue and she was just..not there..! I was shaking a bit as I found my way to the bathroom area and ran into a stall as I had a small panic attack and just stayed there...after a while, 1 hour at most..I heard a voice I didn't know "Hello...?" I froze and went quite from my mumbling as I looked at the stall door..I slowly walked out and saw a ghoul, I then realized it was a ghoulette but i couldn't tell who and looked down as she spoke "Oh dear..come with me" She grabbed my hand and lead me backstage where the other ghouls where but no copia..I knew who was who somewhat, sodo because of his masks white horns, mountain because he was tall and aether because he had a damn banana, rain because of his masks horn had looked like it broke through the leather, and that's all I could tell apart from them..they all stopped talking and looked to me then sodo spoke "cumulus..why do you have a child.." she spoke back to him "they were alone, having a panic attack...so I figured Papa would know what to do..but he's not here is he" rain shook his head as he spoke softly to me "you can come out....." I spoke in a quiet tone, definitely from anxiety "y/n.." then another ghoul next to sodo spoke "you can stop hiding y'know" as rain put his hand out and crouched, I slowly went over to him as he quietly offered a hug..I hugged him and he could feel I was shaky and he whispered a question "do you have anxiety y/n..?" I just nodded as he hugged me tighter..then everything really hit me and now it seemed like I had anxiety and excitement as rain let me go and looked at me..I suddenly poked the lense of his mask and he moved back startled..mountain, sodo and aether quietly chuckled as I did that again and rain moved away..I frowned and he sighed and bent down again and I poked the tip of the masks horn..it was sharp yet kinda dull I mumbled a quite "so that's what they feel like.." As he tilted his head and sodo spoke up "what'd you say?" I looked at him and spoke "not telling, it's not important.."
