Stray Kids [Tickle Fics]

Diagnosis:

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𝒍𝒆𝒆: Changbin

𝒍𝒆𝒓: Chan and Minho

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Being a soloist certainly wasn't easy. Especially if you live alone.

Changbin felt pretty lonely, watching as all the other groups in JYP file into their dorms after a long JYP NATION concert.

He watched as all the members congratulated each other with hugs and happiness, and that feeling of loneliness only increased.

He smiled and waved at everyone until he got back to his dorm, following by shutting the door and then facing the dark silence.

He usually feels at home, but the place only feels cold now.

Sometimes, he regretted choosing to work alone. Other times, he realizes that he's too shy to work with other people.

Changbin slumped down onto his couch, hating the way his stomach rolled up and fixing his posture.

He wished he had someone who would help him feel the same love as the others did. But that was impossible.

The days only passed, his break becoming filled with his thoughts. He had no one else to think about.

Soon enough, this mindset became increasingly draining, leaving Binnie exhausted constantly from overthinking and feeling overwhelmed.

However, the company noticed this soon enough, and they scheduled him a psychological evaluation for the next day.

Changbin scowled at the schedule. He hated doctors visits.

The questions that his doctor asked him always made him feel small and uncomfortable, and he was certainly not looking forward to it happening again.

But it had to be done.

The next morning, he prepared himself for the crippling questions that pierced through his confidence, hoping that maybe, maybe things would be better today.

Changbin arrived at his appointment on time, making sure that his doctor had nothing to criticize.

But it wasn't his doctor.

"Mhm...Ah! Seo Changbin?" The man said, smiling sweetly at him.

"T-That would be me." Changbin cursed at himself internally for stuttering. He probably looked like a idiot.

"Right this way."

Changbin tried not to scrunch his nose up at the strong smell of hand sanitizer, it was making his eyes water.

The man, whose name tag said 'Christopher', led him to the room, where Binnie took a seat on the chair.

He prepared himself for the uncomfortable questions. He was an idol after all. He was used to this.

However, this doctor didn't say anything like that at all.

"How are you feeling today?" Chris asked with a dimply smile.

"I'm feeling good..." Changbin lied, the words came so easily to him.

"I don't think so." Christopher replied nonchalantly as he pressed a stethoscope to the rapper's chest.

"Your heart rate's increased. Are you okay?" Chris furrowed his eyebrows at Changbin.

"I guess idol work has me feeling a little anxious, nothing more I guess..." Changbin trailed off, avoiding eye contact with the doctor as if it was embarrassing.