Because Maybe, Nothing Really Lasts Forever

First Chapter

I'm so freaking tired today. My appointments are pretty tight. I went to a photoshoot, visited "Gypsy Summer" --one of my fashion lines--, had an interview with a certain magazine, and visited a foundation i established.

My energy is nowhere. I'm feeling heavy, yet empty. Something's wrong. May nakalimutan ba ako?

"Miss Chelsea nandito na po tayo," ang sabi ni Mang Ramon, our driver.

Nagpasalamat ako sa kanya at sinabihang ipadala nalang sa loob ang mga gamit ko.

With a real heavy sigh, bumaba ako sa kotse at pumasok sa aming Bohemian inspired house.

"Mummy!" my daughter Gypsy squeaked when i got in.

She ran towards me, gave me a very loud kiss and a tight hug.

I kissed her too and touched her brown curly hair.

"I love you mummy. I miss you," she said.

"I love you too baby. So much," i replied then kissed her lips.

Binuhat ko siya at dinala sa kuwarto niya. Pagkarating namin sa kuwarto ay inilagay ko siya sa kanyang princess-inspired bed.

Nakatulog na pala siya kaya kinumutan ko siya matapos ang ilang sandali.

"Sleep well, my angel" i said and kissed her forehead.

After saying goodnight and sealing my child with kisses, i immediately went to the master's bedroom, bathed myself and laid down on the bed.

I picked my phone from the side table to upload a photo in my Instagram account and check my messages as well.

I was surprised to see lots of missed calls which are mostly from my best friends.

After a while my phone rang. It was a group video call.

"Chels, where have you been the whole day? You are fucking trending dear," said Katherine, my friend who owns one of the country's biggest online shop.

"Oh my Gosh! Don't tell me nakalimutan mo," si Jaimie naman ang nagsalita. Her voice is just too big, deep and annoying but I love her kaya okay lang yun.

"Forgot the fucking what?"I asked in confusion.

I saw how their faces changed bitterly. Ano ba kasi ang problema?

"Silly, anniversary niyo ng asawa mo", it was Whitney, the hotel heiress.

Oh! Really? Shit!

But really, importante pa ba yun? My husband Avan and I don't usually celebrate anniversaries. Were really not that very cheesy kinda couple because we think that we are more compatible in making love more than anything else. We've been married for 2 years, been lovers for about 3 years.