You wake up to a loud banging on your door and you scramble out of bed and open the door.
"Jesse. It's 8am what the fuck do you want dude?" I say tiredly. You hated when people interrupted your sleep.
"You've just woke up?! You have a patrol meeting about groups and timetables? Remember?" He said acting like I was stupid.
"Oh shit I'm totally fucked. Thanks man" I say in a hurry. "No problem" he laughs and waits for me.
"Okay I'm ready let's move" I close the door and lock it,jogging slightly trying to catch up to Jesse.
He takes me to Maria then goes to hang out with Dina "bye thanks dude" I say as he walks off "no problem sis" he says.
I walk in to see Maria and.... Great Ellie.
*what is she doing here*
"Sorry for the lateness Maria I woke up late an-" I get cut off my Maria saying "just don't do it again sit down" "okay" i reply.
In my prefereral vision I see Ellie giving me a "total bullshit" look as if it was a shitty lie and I put my middle finger up to her and continue listening.
"We need food ,supplies stuff like that. It's a long ass trip and it's a pain in the ass so Ellie and y/n your going" why us we all fought? We were no use.
"What!! Why us? Are you serious?!?!" Ellie states angrily.
"Because I said so. Now put your childishness behind you for two goddamn seconds and get the job done. Got it?" Maria states and you both nod.
"Good the trip is at 6:30 tomorrow. Don't be late" I knew the last words were directed at you.
Me and Ellie both walk out together and walked together. I don't know why. Maybe our houses are on the same street? But this is the first time we're not bickering. It's just pure silence.
I don't know why me and Ellie always fought. I hate to admit it,I love the girl. Since day one but then the arguments happened. I just forgot about that love cos I knew she wouldn't feel the same.
So I just play along with the fights.
Ellie looks at me and sees me in a state of deep thinking. She doesn't know why she fought with you. Maybe it's because she's Inlove and she knew or thought you didn't like girls and were straight as a pin.
*ellie stop stop crushing on her she doesn't crush on you so just stop*
Ellie shook her head trying to ignore her voices.
"You okay? Looks like you got some issues" I ask her.
"Why do you care? Just leave me the fuck alone" I was confused on why she acted that way,I asked if she was okay and she just pushed me away. It kinda hurt. I stay still and she look at me and keeps walking.
Ellie knew that was out of order. She didn't know how to react to someone she's had a crush on forever and that hates her. At least that was her thought.
I get home and pack everything for tomorrow. I sit down on the couch reading a some lover book.
I wasn't alone in the beginning. I had my dad. I went everywhere with him. And one day he just disappeared. I thought he just god tired of me and left. That was 3 years ago. And it's still an open wound for sure.
And I'm now alone. Yeah I don't have anyone I mean I have friends like Jesse and Dina oh and Joel he's like a dad. But I felt so... lonely. It's like when dad left he took part of me with him.
Brushing the thoughts away I just continue on with my day. I went to lunch with Dina and Jesse. Ellie was there since all my best friends are also hers. We were all best friends except me and Ellie. I had a good time. We didn't bother eachother.
•next day•
I had woken up on time. For once in my life. I grabbed everything and head to the main gates.
"Good morning" I said to Ellie. She was still confused on why I was being nice.
"Morning" she mumbled. I laugh shaking my head.
We said our goodbyes to everyone.
"Be careful kiddos" Joel hugs Ellie then me.
"See yas in two weeks" he waves
I try and make conversation with Ellie.
"So how are you?" I ask politely
"Why are you being so nice?" She stops and stares at me
"Wha- I forget it" i sigh in defeat.
Ellie knew it was wrong but she couldn't give her feelings away.
It hurts her being so horrible to you but she has too to hide the truth.
It killed her inside.
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First chapter what do we think. Yes I re did the story line and everything.
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