Trav called him family so why not

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I love seeing Patrick with the kids, it reminds me more and more everyday of why I married him. Patrick had to go to the third draft night so it was just me and bronze in the hospital. Until Jason walked in randomly "Kylie was bussy and the girls have school so it's just me and bennet" he said and I smiled "what is his name?" Bennet asked "Patrick" I said "oh the third" Jason said "but uncle Patrick is Patrick" she said "we're going to call him bronze" i said "okie" she said and she looked at him sleeping in the bassinet thing "she's so cute" Jason said "you can hold him" i said cause I knew that's what he wanted, he picked him up and he slightly woke up "good morning buddy" Jason said and he sat in the chair so bennet could see "hiii" she said holding his hand "be careful he was only born yesterday" Patrick said "ok" she said. "Good thing our draft week isn't for a few weeks" Jason said "yah I'd be lonely" I said "can I cuddle with you?" Bennet asked "of course! Do I ever say no to your cuddles?" I asked and I lifted her up and she layed with me. Jason held bronze as he slept and bennet fell asleep on me.

Patrick and Travis walked in with sterling and she made Patrick put her on the bed with me and bennet. "I didn't know you were comeing" Travis said to Jason "I didn't want Rachel to be all lonely" Jason said and I smiled. My brothers really love me.

When I finally got to go home I was relived "I think I'm gunna get the tattoos I've been wanting" I said "what were they again?" He asked "well, another one now, but kelce on my upper back like a jersey would, then I'll change my last name, then I want your number on my upper forearm, then sterling and bronze somewhere" I said "finally?" He said meaning the name change "look, I understand but you got to keep your last name, it still feels so weird but less weird now" I said "I know" he said and I checked my emails and GQ wanted to do an interview with us "come on I just got out of the hospital" I said annoyed "say no" he shrugged "no cause it sounds fun but I just gave birth 3 days ago" I said and he laughed "baby you want chocolate milk?" Patrick asked sterling "I help" she said getting off the couch, she loves shakeing it. She full on throws it sometimes "don't throw it baby brother is sleeping" Patrick said "awe" she sighed but she was still content with shakeing it.

We did it but not as soon as they wanted.

"You start" Patrick said "what do I like most about you?" I read "uh, are we talking physical or not?" He asked "I don't know" I said "well physically you complement my eyes and smile a lot but you love the dad I am to sterling and bronze" he said "yah, your an amazing dad, I love seeing you do things with sterling or just hold bronze, Uhg so adorable" I said "aw thank you" he said putting his hand on my knee "talk" i said putting my hand on his "oh, what is my favorite thing to do together?" He asked "just us or with the kids?" I asked "say both if you get one right you get the point" he said "ok, with the kids, we'll with just sterling it was playing outside but with bronze hes so little and can't play it's just hold him, for now, and cuddle" I said "baby, all of us the whole family" he said "ok but just us two it's cook, but with all of us it, I don't know I know what I could say if I was still pregnant, go to parks, but bronze can't play" I said "slow days at home" he said "you still get the point cause I love cooking with you" he added "i suck at cooking" I said "Travis told me you somehow burnt Romen noodles in the microwave one time" Patrick said and I nodded "I can't even awncer this one" I said "what is it?" Patrick asked "who's my favorite brother" I said "Travis" he said "but Jason is amazing he traveled from Philly cause he didn't want me to be lonely in the hospital!" I said "Travis" Patrick said "I don't know" I said "she doesn't have one, she closer to Travis but just that doesn't make him her favorite cause Jason is amazing" Patrick said "you spoke for me, and said the right thing, but it doesn't count as a point you said Travis" I said

"Travis shut up" I said, he's been here all fucking day and won't shut the fuck up about his new girlfriend. "Don't be mean" sterling said "your right, Travis please, I have her that she has blue eyes 30 times" i said and he laughed then Patrick walked in, he went to the store "ok, don't yell at Me" he said "I'm going to bed" I said and I handing bronze to Patrick and walking away "babe" Patrick said "what?" I asked "are you ok?" He asked "I pissed her off" Travis sighed "it's not just that, you annoyed me but I don't want to talk about it" I said and I went to mine and Patrick's bedroom "babe?" Patrick asked walking in "what?" I asked "what's wrong?" He asked closeting the door and sitting on the bed "same thing as even I was pregnant with sterling! I feel disgusting, and when I had sterling it was as bad and it still took forever to feel ok with myself!" I said and he hugged me "it's natural, it means your a damn good mom" he said "how?" I asked "you were willing to raise these kids, and we both know if something happened you would do everything in your power to help raise Jason's kids too cause you love them just as much as your own" he said "how dose that change my feeling tords myself?" I asked "I don't know I was hopeing it worked, last time I hoped what I said worked too and it was better than this time, but Rachel you are the most gorgeous woman I have ever laid eyes on, and if you have extra baby weight still then who gives a damn? Cause I know I don't, you are still the same person inside and out" he said "I just hate it" I said "then lose it, but now pushing yourself harder than you should, do that bungee work out you've been looking at, it looks fun, if you really want I'll do it with you every damn class until you feel good about yourself" he said and I kissed him "I love you" I said "I love you more, now please don't get mad at me when I show you this" he said and he dragged me out of bed and outside "really a pool? AND a new swing set?" I asked "yes. Sterlings been wanting a new swing set and bronze can't use it but he can go swimming sooner than he can use the swing set, and sterling will love this too, you will too" he said "your sweet baby, you really are but I'm never letting you go shopping alone ever again" I said patting his shoulder "fair" he said "Travis wanna help me set them up?" Patrick asked and they did. "Mommy can I hold brother?" Sterling asked "you gotta sit down" i said and she jumped on the couch, I helped her support his head cause her arms are a little to small but she was doing it good. "Like uncle travvy disd dose he have to litissin to me when he's bigger?" She asked "no" I laughed "awe ok" she said and she smiled "baby brother!" She said being goofy. Then Travis and Patrick were yelling "I asked if you could help me build them not help me fuck them up!" Patrick said "I'm not the one who took wool work in highschool your wife did!" Travis said and then seen me watching them threw the window "hey sleeping baby" I said "oh sorry" Patrick said and I laughed, "mommy can I have chocolate milk?" Sterling asked chewing on the top of her cup "daddy got juice, chocolate milk or juice?" I asked "chocolate milk" she said handing me her cup "ok" I said "tell me when to stop" I said putting the chocolate in "stop!" She said after a few seconds and as she was shakeing it Patrick and Travis walked in all sweaty "it's not that hot out" I said "shut up" Travis said "you need help?" Patrick asked sterling "no!" She said shakeing it and she acdently threw it, getting it all over the couch, the floor and her, while walking up bronze.