Living on a castle is hard, at first. But the more you explore it and the more time you spend taking into account all of the small details, it starts getting easier
oh, how time flies, 1 month and 5 days have passed
and everyday is a new thing, of course, right when he wakes up there is the maid-Chae- preparing his clothes, and then he has his daily tea with Miss Yuu and then look for the next thing that awaited him with the others
some days he would train with Changbin and Chan, or just read in the library with Seungmin and Jeongin, or just listen to the piano playing with Hyunjin and Lee Know, or just walk in the garden with Han talking about their day
And in other days, they would do something different, he didn't know if he expected it or not
like how he didn't expect Chan and Hyunjin going to the village with him, or how Changbin and Lee know went with him to his little house in the woods, or how Seungmin and Jeongin sang to him so he could sleep better, Or how he would have a new bouquet of flowers everyday with a little note from Han
and he went with it, and, he felt something in his chest
the first time was when he made eye contact with Chan, the second time was when he was training with Changbin he tripped and fell on top of changbin almost kissing, the third was when Minho and him were walking in the forest and Minho held his hand, the fourth time was when he and Hyunjin were cooking together and Hyunjin cleaned his mouth with the napkin that the older had used to clean his mouth, the fifth was when Han called him baby, the sixth was when Seungmin cuddled him to sleep, and the seventh was when Jeongin kissed him in the corner of his lips
(Break time! i have to feed my 'children')
so to say, it isn't that hard to accept love, even if you don't want it to come inside your heart, you don't choose who you love, but you do choose to stay to love back the people who started all this to learn more things about you then you ever imagined, or, you choose to leave to get the feeling of loneliness and sadness all over again feel your pain and their pain through the mating bond
he still had a long way to go, but he knew that for now, he is choosing to stay, stay happy, stay present, stay with Them
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how yall doin?
don't mind that i've been gone for SO long, it was just a second don't worry about it
idk if this chapter is good enough, but i'm starting to think of making the sad parts come out, what do you guys think?
i'll have some time to writte noe that i'll have 5 days home alone, free of family and all that, but i still have some responsibilities sooo i may miss some days i still dk
hope you guys liked this chapter!!
