the white badge of honor

civil commitment hearing

 I awoke regular time  the nurse got me ready i went breakfast . after breakfast i went to Tanya  and we talked  about what going happen later that day.  Tanya explained to me that my mom would take me from rex classroom to the courthouse we would have to wait a little bit so i want you get some snacks from the vending machine  so  lets do that now  . i got  snickers bar  and water  then i Went Emma's for  Water Aerobics then went  ceramic finally   bossiness   we in class until Mom came in fallow me Kara  to my car. You have  not said anything Kara . Have nothing to say mom  we going court give you custody of me for a  month indefinite period of time but i am ok with it . That the right way of thinking  Kara . You just need a little tender loving care ant that we are going to give you we got courthouse civil part division  we inside  and look you public defender  Kara and he just ask if ok with this . I know mom  you forget i have testified at  these thigs before  Never thought i would be attending one for me  though . That quite understandable Kara  we second  floor into  courtroom 228 and sat down  a lawyer  came up to me you are Kara Rose yes i am counselor he said my name Floyd Mayhap the state want to commit you indefinite period of time do you want contest. No I said  i do not . Alright  we just no contest then .  All rise for  honorable Tosha Kirk. Be seated  she said  we are hear for civil commitment  hearing  for 24 year old Kara Rose  is she in attendance . Yes your honor i am hear . You are ex police Officer ? Yes your honor  were you fired or did leave on your own. I left on my own  your honor to get help .  so is it your will to not contest? yes your honor  i was advice  of my rights and i am waiving a trail.  Are you doing this willingly? yes  your honor  i am.  Is Dr thorn Here ?  Yes i am your honor . If i approve this how long would need to release Kara. I could do  in about a month  she arrived on fifteen of this month i can have her out by eighteenth  of  next month . why so short of the term we  have  got to root cause of her disease on day one  I and Dr Tonya Cain  all we  have  evaluate for medication but we don't think she need that.  what is is the root cause of her disease   she was tired of being called pig  she was shot three times. she had bricks thrown at her she spit on  and bereave her house was in crime area  she was having trouble sleeping . but since  she has arrived  to asylum  she slept every night she is at peace but i feel needs a break before starting her ne w career  Kara yes you honor do know what want to do  next ? Yes your honor i would like to open a christmas shop and model trains and anything to do with christmas . that sounds fun i would go to store like that so for now Kara rose i hear by  commit you thorn adult toddler  asylum until Dr Leana thorn say's you a re ready  you can take her  Dr  thorn.  Do you need ambulance  to take her back to the asylum? no Your honor I am going take lunch because she mist lunch  because of this hearing . she non violent so she can  be in public . ok if need anything just ask. I will your honor. We left the courthouse  and went to Red Robbin for lunch  I ate  some  mozzarella  sticks  then i had royal Red Robin burger  i had the meat medium rare ang the egg runny Leana had onion rings   she had cheese burger  we both had cokes  Leana spoke Kara i have two things I want you be personal represent holiday planning committee  so i would let meet my friend Brian since i have met yours friends . I will do it mom i said  . Thank you kara  I will have Brian hook up today  before he leaves normally you would not want to meet Brian  because  he is one that  determines  if misbehaving  enough time we will transfer to anther hospital  with less freedoms then ours . the second thing  i want to talk to you about is release like the judge you are there until i release you . you are not far gone so i would like release you a few days before christmas  so can be there for christmas party. I like that plan mom  so let me know and I will let Quincy  know  that is good idea Kara.   we both drank three cokes and and ate are burgers  when we we done Leana paid and we left we went back to asylum whare i now live  i went back tom room  it was now 230 pm  i sat in my chair to relax   when a knock on 7my door  Enter i replied  A  big man  walked in Hello Kara . My Name is  Brian  i am head of security  here but i am here  as holiday planning committee president . I would you join us if you can. I would like that Brian. Mom said you would stop by before you left. He said we meet tomorrw at 3 in room  58 . I will be their  room 58 three o'clock   the rest of the day went by usual. it was now three pm on the next day i went to room 58 and met Brian  Lucy don myself  we decided the theme of Christmas  party was christmas in Disney parks  i elected to Tell Fry our theme on Monday because   she as not their on the weekend   I was getting ready go to dinner  when Leana came in Hi Kara i am leaving for the evening  but somebody wanted to say hi . Josh walked in hi Kara Hi josh i was getting ready go dinner myself  but two have fun have mom home by ten O'clock Leana just laughed  so did he  Now i no you are getting better