Beginnings

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Time and time again
Life rolls by like a dice on monopoly
These turning days awake again
More silence endorse my mind properly

Graduated from school with success and achievement
Low and behold comes the pressure of work agreements

Never understanding how life could roll so fast
Until you blink one time and your youth starts to pass

Time and time again
My career is what my mind dreams of
But while on hold again
Comes road blocks that stay above

I express my growing pains
While the grown speak there part
While my emotions still remain
Grown up opinions still tears apart

They say, " I have went through it," or " Your just gonna have to suck it up"
While they leave you with no time to speak because you are not grown up.

Time and time again
I see my chest getting heavy
But I cry and cry again
Because in my tears, I can't say I'm ready

The times I get advice is through my family and myself
But when I express emotions, they all cut off on me as well
What can I do?
All I want is to express my feelings
But even with this poem
I still can't tell all of my feelings

Time and time again
God calms me down and tells me truth
And times I talk again
Seems like my mind will never soothe

What can I say?
I guess my mouth is back to silence
What can I do?
When I have no help behind it

They say do your job
While they pack on more responsibilities
They say just do you
While they stagnate my abilities

What do I do?
What do I say?
How do I move?
I need to pray

Time and time again
Life rolls by like a dice on monopoly
These turning days awake again
More silence endorse my mind properly.

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