-january 5, 2016-
-the snow is beautiful,
isn't it lucas?--ughhh
--ems, learn to shut up
about the dumb snow.
you sound soooo fucking
stupid rn-broooo ur so so rude
and why do you hate
the snow soo baadd:((--i just don't like it, sis.
-so we're never gonna
make a snowman
together as the best
sibling duoo evrrr? D:--hell to the no. btw ur
birthday's coming up so
tell mama about what
flavor u want in the cake-alrightt gn
i love you lucas<3--whatever gn
-say it backk!!!
--lol no
-next day-
-hi lucas
-wanna go to the theme
park w me?-i can pay
--stfu ems, i'm with
my gf right now-oh
-but in four days it
will be my birthday!!
atleast spend time withme
pleaseee that's all i ask--hell no.
--fuck you emma.
-tf?
-why are you angry?
what did i even do??
just tell me so i can fix it--maybe because you're
not dead yet bitch--i hate you
--my life is just downright
miserable because i've got
a useless fucking sister who
does nothing but annoy
people around the house.--idk why mama likes you
better than me. there's nothing
to like about you honestly.--my life would be better
with you gone--piece of shit
...
-oh alright
-i'm glad you've got that
out of your chest brother-if that's what it takes to see
you smile, i'll do it-if you want me gone,
i'll make that happen
just for you.-i'll do anything for you
lucas, you know that.-because ever since you've
saved me from papa-papa's warm belt.
-you've been nothing but a
hero in my eyes-now that i think of it, maybe
that's why i like the coldness
of the snow-because i hated how warm
the blood was on my body
after papa finished hitting
me.-again and again.
