° 2 years ago, I had 1 gf. our relationship was never very good, from the beginning,She didn't tell me what she felt, nor did I tell her...I recently heard, through her Whatpad account, that she was having a bad time in the relationship, but she never told me....I'll admit, I was a weak girlfriend to her, but I don't think she paid me enough attention..At that time I was depressed... I didn't see any way out that I could do, and I had a friend, who visited his house regularly between these things, he was very close either... When she and I started to move away, I started to vent to him everything I felt... she has no idea what I felt about her... and over time I started to fall in love with him... I know... I shouldn't I didn't want to hurt my girlfriend's feelings so I broke up, But we both knew that my relationship with him wasn't going to work out.... we were together for not even 2 weeks and we broke up...After a month of breaking up with him, I got back together with my ex-girlfriend....We stayed together for at least 3 months, Everything was going well, but we soon broke up, as we both knew we had to hide our relationship and everything wasn't going to work out. ...We promised each other to continue our friendship, but it became strange after 1 month of ending, I tried to understand what was going on but nothing... but now everything is fine, and both she and I know that we can't let a relationship ruin a friendship of 7 years... and now that we're older we know and make mistakes to try to improve them.
°but now, after two years, she's acting strangely, but it's not because of the relationship two years ago, but both she and my other friends are acting strangely towards me... One of my friends says I don't care about them like I did in previous years, but am I wrong for changing? think about me more? For years my mother said "daughter, put yourself in first place, they are just your friends then they get used to it and if you change it will be bad for you" but I didn't listen..Now I understand everything... I did everything for them... but ready,I still have Nuna and Cris with me, and I'm very grateful, even though they don't pay me much attention....
